Poems

Do You Really?

Sometimes I wonder if you really like me.
Do you really love me or are you using me just to have someone?
One day you asked me to have intimacy with you only thinking about what you want.
I continued to tell you how I felt but you wasn't listening.
Even though you felt like I was rejecting you it wasn't like that at all.
I'm just not ready for that type of love.
I want the type of love that can give emotional support.
Now here I am sitting alone ignoring all of your messages.
I know I'm angry but I don't know what for.
I really wish I could talk to you with such confidentiality but I can't.
Do you really want me for who I am?
I know I do.
It doesn't matter what you did in your past that's what I am here for to make you better.
I would go to the ends of the world for you.
The question is would you really do the same for me?
You tell me you love and trust me with all your heart.
Do you really love me or is it just courtesy your showing towards me of me first telling you that I love you?
Do you really trust me or are you just keeping most of the truth from me?
I could think of multiple questions just like these.
At the end of the day they all come down to this question.
Do you really?

-Vendessa Robinson