Quiet ¦ Hyungwonho

Chapter 13

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Wonho's POV

We all woke up with the sound of our alarms. This is too rare for all of us. But I feel like something is missing? I went to the living room where I found Minhyuk crying?

"What's wrong" I asked him. He just gave him a letter?

《 Dear all the boys,

It's Hyungwon. I don't know if you noticed but I'm not there, with you. So yes, I left. First of all, I'm sorry. Last night when you all slept I decided that that's it for me. But you all are great models and I'm sure you will all get your chances. As for me I'll still try.

As I said, I'm really really sorry. But I'd like to write to each one of you separately.

Dear Shownu,
Thanks for everything. Even if we were awkward in the beginning, we still managed to get along and you suddenly became like an older brother to me. I wish we could model together you photogenic bitch. I love you <3

Dear Kihyun,
I really hated you, you know. You made me so irritated that I wanted to hit you. Just kidding. You're an amazing person. I really loved you caring about us although I never told you. Thanks for taking care of me these 2 years. I love you <3

Dear Minhyuk,
Minhyuk, please stop crying. Don't forget that even if I'm not there, you're still the best of a friend I could have. You and your friendship will always be a significant part of my life. I love you. Stop crying, please. <3

Dear Jooheon,
Funny, right? You were the first person I hugged when I came here and the last person I hugged before I left. I'm sorry Joohoney. I love you a lot. I hope you and Changkyun stay together and be happy <3

Dear Changkyun,
My baby Kyunnie, please don't get sad. I will really miss you being your weird usual self. I will miss your hugs and the nights we spent talking about the most random things until I fell asleep and you would always be mad at me in the morning. I love you <3

I will really miss you all, you were like my second family. I promise we are gonna meet again I still have your numbers even if you don't have my new one. I really love you all and I hope for the best for all of you. Thanks for everything. 

Bye,    
Hyungwon 》

At the end of this letter I was completely numb. Hyungwon... Left. We are only 6 in this house now. He left while we were both angry and confused with each other. He didn't even include my name in this letter. I just lost the person I love. I hate him, I hate it, I hate me. I let him leave, me and my stupid crush I have on him.

None of us had breakfast. We just sat there trying to realise what exactly happened. Minhyuk is still crying. He spent 2 hours crying. I'm afraid he is going to faint from dehydration so I gave him a bottle of water and told Shownu to take him to my bed since I could sleep on... Hyungwon's empty bed. Everyone went to their beds again and I just sat there not knowing what to do.

"It's weird, isn't it?" Jooheon said from behind me which made me jump a little.
"We are so used to being 7 in here that now it just seems so empty. Even if only one person left and the others are still there." he told me and looked at me with a sad smile.

"Jooheon I feel like this is my fault. If someone had to leave then I would prefer to be me and not Hyungwon." I told him honestly.

"Hyungwon wouldn't want you to do that. He cares about you a lot, even more than himself. Wonho, Hyungwon loves you, he decided to leave because you were uncomfortable with each other and he didn't want that. Also he gave me this letter. As we all read that first letter we realised that your name wasn't in it but when I came back to my bed I found this under my pillow." he said and gave me the letter with my name on it and he left me alone again.

《It's so weird writing you a letter when you are literally in the next room. I hate myself for doing this to all of you, but to you in particular. I feel the need to say this now since I will leave and we'll probably not meet for a few weeks or even months. I really love you Wonho. Like, these feelings are something I have never felt. You started by being my friend then my best friend and now something even more than that. But things between us got confusing. We weren't a couple but we also weren't friends and this was breaking both me and you. And I really didn't care about me. But seeing you being broken because of me hurt me more than anything in this world. But I left now and maybe it was for the better. I hope you're not mad at me. I hope you don't hate me. I hope we meet again soon. I hope you forgive me. The fact that I can imagine you right now crying makes my heart break. It took me everything to take this decision. It just hurts me how we were always so quiet about our feelings. Please don't forget I love you.

Hyungwon 》

The page was wet at some places and I knew Hyungwon was crying when he was writing that. And that was when I started crying like I have never cried before. We will meet soon Hyungwon, I promise.