Quiet ¦ Hyungwonho

Chapter 16

Wonho's POV

"So you're telling me that the company which offered me a contract did it because you slept with that model?" he asked trying to clarify everything.

"Partly. When I met with Eunji back then she told me that she would give my information to the company so that I can be their model. But to do so she asked to spend a night with her. I would say no but then you left.. And you didn't have a lot of opportunities to find such a good job. So I decided to sleep with her but I gave her your information and the company decided whether they would hire you or not." I said and he looked sceptical.

"Are you mad?" I asked him and look at my hands that were trembling from my anxiety.

"I should be." he said and I was close to tears. "But I'm not. I'm feeling guilty. Guilty that you had to go through that just for me. Unless you enjoyed-"

"Enjoy it? Oh my you can't understand how disgusting I feel right now. I can feel her touch everywhere. As soon as I stepped in the dorms I had a shower so that I wash myself from her. It was honestly the worst experience of my life." I said crying because I remembered how awful I felt last night.

"Then I'm the one who should say sorry. I am the reason behind all of this. Now I have to decide whether I'm gonna accept their offer" he told me.

"Hyungwon, I don't want to affect your dicision. You are so close to become a top model. Because that's what you're gonna become. While in our company who knows for how long we're still gonna be trainees. It may take years. While you can become a model now." I really want the best for him. No matter how much I love him.

"I have to think about it. There are so many things that hold me from saying yes but also so many things that make wanna accept. It's honestly the biggest decision I have to make" He said and waved to me while leaving.

I just realised how much I missed him. And it was only two days. I just feel that, for this 1 hour we spent here together, the emptiness inside me disappeared.

Hyungwon's POV

Why did he have to do that? Why is he so stupid to do something like that only for me? I hate him.. I wish I could hate him. I wish he liked it so that I could be mad. I wish he made it easier for me to choose.

But that's so not true. I am happy he didn't like it.. I'm happy he did this only for me. I'm so happy he made it more difficult to me to say yes to that company. I don't know what to do though. What should I do? Should I follow my friends or my career?

Actually, you know what? Fuck it. I'm gonna go back. What's the meaning in staying and doing somewhere when you're unhappy. So yeah, I left the house and went back.

As soon as I ringed the bell I could already feel the boys inside being so lazy to move and open the door. But soon enough Minhyuk opened the door or he opened and then closed the door in my face.

"I think I miss Hyungwon so much that I started imagining him" I heard him yell from behind the door.

"Minhyuk-ssi, it's me, Hyungwon, you're nor imagining" I yelled so that he could hear me and then I saw his face pop up slowly from behind the door.

"What did you do to your hair, you idiot?" he practically shouted inside my ear when he hugged me and I just laughed.

Soon enough all the boys were hugging me tightly and I swear I saw Changkyun crying. Why did I make them miss me so much? Why was I so selfish? But he wasn't there.

"In his room" Shownu told me smiling. "and please be quiet"

So I went inside and he was sleeping. How can someone look so beautiful when he sleeps? And I just kissed him. Just like I did the first time. Only that now he wouldn't run away and he was asleep. Or so I thought because I felt him kissing back and pulling me close and soon enough I was laying next to him, kissing him. This is what I want us to be.

"You thought I wouldn't wake up when I heard your voice? Or actually Minhyuk's voice yelling?" he whispered and we both laughed. "I hope you know that I'm not going to let you leave like that again"

"Even if you would let me, I would still stay here. I waited for this moment for about 2 months" I told him and he left a small laugh. "Why are you laughing?" I asked him curiously.

"Because I waited for this moment for about 2 years" he said and I have never been more shocked. 2 years?! This means that he was feeling like that from the beginning but I was too oblivious to understand it.

"You should have slapped me for being that oblivious" I told him.

"Honestly I was close to doing it a lot of times. But I didn't want your beautiful face to become red because of me" he said and we laughed again. Honestly, I am feeling so relaxed and without stress. I really hope this will last. Because to get what we want, we have to go through a lot. And this is just starting. Something that scares me.

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