Quiet ¦ Hyungwonho

Chapter 15

disgusting
dɪsˈɡʌstɪŋ/

: causing intense displeasure, disgust, or resentment

That's what Wonho felt. He felt disgusting.. It's the first time he had sex with a girl and especially when he didn't want it. Hyungwon spent the whole night calling and texting Wonho. He was desperate. He wanted to know that Wonho was fine. Fuck, he left them to get away from him and the attraction he felt towards him. But he can't, Wonho means so much to him. And this time he has to think about Wonho and not himself.

Wonho's POV

I left her house trying to hold my tears, but when I got out, I couldn't hold them anymore. It was too much, this feeling inside me.

Fortunately our house was near so I arrived at around 9am. I hurried inside without looking around, I can't bear to see their reactions. I immediately went to have a shower to wash away her smell, her touch, everything that reminded me last night.

When I finished I decided to open my phone for the first time since last afternoon to see a lot of messages from everyone in here but also... Hyungwon?
His last message was at 5am.

Wonnie 🐸: Do you fucking know how worried I am? You better answer or I'll come there and... Actually I don't know. I just need you to answer me.

Me: I'm okay, don't worry

Wonnie 🐸: Ah thank God. You're gonna meet me at 5:30pm in this one café near the center of Seoul. I'm not asking you and I also don't take no as an answer.

Great, now I have to face Hyungwon. Except for disgust, I'll also feel guilty. As I was thinking about everything that's going on at the moment, Changkyun came inside the dorm.

"I brought you a gift" he told me and I looked at him confused. "Myself. I'm the gift" he said trying to make me laugh but he didn't succeed. He came close to me and hugged me.

"We were so worried last night, even though we know where you were and why you were there."

"You can't understand how I feel. I don't want that body anymore. I feel like it is filthy, I'm ashamed." I told him honestly.

"I know how you feel. I can understand.." he said and I looked at him while he gave me a sad smile. "Yes, it's exactly what you're thinking" he told me before I could ask anything. I didn't say anything more. We just comforted each other. Everyone in here has his own story.

Hyungwon's POV

I am so thankful to know that Wonho is okay. It's like a weight has been lifted from my shoulders. Now I just have to get ready to go to that company.

Speaking of which... I still haven't understood how they found me but I have a great opportunity to become their model. I have already made my decision.

As I went inside and the secretary led me to the meeting room, there stood two men and one woman. I recognised that woman who was the one Wonho was out with that day.. She was giving me that sassy I'm better than you face. She doesn't even know me..

"Mr. Chae, it's nice you could make it. I'm Lee Han Sik, the CEO of this company. I saw your work and thought that you have a great potential to become an amazing model. That's why I offer you a 3-year contract." he caught me off guard, I knew he liked my work but to offer me a contract when he doesn't even know the way I work.... Wow.

"Cab I have some time to think about it?" I honestly need some more time to think about it.

"Of course, you have to answer us in 3 days though." he said and smiled.

"Okay, but can I ask you where did you find my photoshoots?" I had to ask him.

"Oh, you can ask Eunji that. She gave me your information and your photos" he said and left smiling with the other man. Why would Eunji have my information? What is happening?

"Where did you find my information and photos?" I asked her as soon as Mr. Lee closed the door.

"I don't have to answer you." She said and left. What's wrong with that girl?

Wonho's POV

I'm scared of looking at Hyungwon again. I wanna explain to him but will he understand? What if he'll hate me?

"Don't think about it too much. Do what you think is right for both of you." Shownu told me when he saw that I was spacing out.

"What if he'll hate me?"

"If we lived with 'what ifs' we would all be screwed in this world" he told me and came next to me "if he doesn't understand the reason behind your action, even if your action wasn't the right one, that means he isn't for you. But Hyungwon cares about you. He will understand." he said and gave me a reassuring pat on the back.

I left the house after the boys wished me good luck and now, in just 10 minutes, I have to decide what I'm going to do.

As I approach led the cafe I immediately spotted Hyungwon. He dyed his hair black-purple, looking as beautiful as ever.

When I went inside and sat across him, he just stared at me like it was the first time he met me after years.

"You're gonna tell me everything that happened these 2 days" he firmly said. And I did. I told him everything, about the deal, about Eunji, about last night. And then I waited. He will either accept my apology or he will destroy every chance we have to become close again.

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DID YOU SEE HYUNGWON'S PINK HAIR? I HATE HIM FOR BEING THIS HANDSOME.

Anyway, another boring chapter. I'm sorry but I still hope you enjoyed it. Also thank for aaaaaall the feedback, I love you all ❤️