(Just a warning: this poem talks about my personal issues- so skip if you don't want to go on a emotional rollercoaster)
It hurts
Just lying in bed
Repeating everything that I've done wrongIt hurts
Forgetting things whenever I do them
And not remembering the happy thoughtsIt hurts
Living with a homophobe and homosexual
Living with a feminist and anti feministIt hurts
Being touched when I'm obviously uncomfortable
Being hugged when they know I hate itIt hurts
Not having a father to support me
No dad to watch me do anything goodIt hurts
Having a panic attack for no Goddamn reason
Freaking out when there's any pressure on meIt hurts
To see the love that you once gave turn into hate
To see ones that I once loved not taking a second glance at meIt hurts
To get up whenever I feel like lying down
To stare at the ceiling just not being able to sleepIt hurts
To be pulled into to blazing sun
When it physically hurts to be in a lot of heat and lightIt hurts
To not be able to breathe after doing 2 laps
When all the other kids can do 10 with no problemIt hurts
To only get an 86% on a test
When everyone expected a 98%It hurts
To hurt
And talk about how much it hurts
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Poems
Poetryjust a few poems that I wrote my grammar isn't going to be the best so please don't try to correct it.