feelings

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(Just a warning: this poem talks about my personal issues- so skip if you don't want to go on a emotional rollercoaster)

It hurts
Just lying in bed
Repeating everything that I've done wrong

It hurts
Forgetting things whenever I do them
And not remembering the happy thoughts

It hurts
Living with a homophobe and homosexual
Living with a feminist and anti feminist

It hurts
Being touched when I'm obviously uncomfortable
Being hugged when they know I hate it

It hurts
Not having a father to support me
No dad to watch me do anything good

It hurts
Having a panic attack for no Goddamn reason
Freaking out when there's any pressure on me

It hurts
To see the love that you once gave turn into hate
To see ones that I once loved not taking a second glance at me

It hurts
To get up whenever I feel like lying down
To stare at the ceiling just not being able to sleep

It hurts
To be pulled into to blazing sun
When it physically hurts to be in a lot of heat and light

It hurts
To not be able to breathe after doing 2 laps
When all the other kids can do 10 with no problem

It hurts
To only get an 86% on a test
When everyone expected a 98%

It hurts
To hurt
And talk about how much it hurts

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