ᴍᴀʀʀʏ ɴᴏ ᴘᴏᴇᴍᴜ || ʀᴀɴᴛs

I might as well just kill myself

Oh well

My girlfriend's feeling depressed and probably pissed at me because I unintentionally ignored her

Yay I'm a selfish piece of shit

I was too deep down on my problems to notice she was feeling sad

Yay I'm a stupid selfish piece of shit who's not worth her

Now she's going to leave and it's my fault

Yay

And right after Aya (one of my closest IG friends) left Instagram

Yayy

I'm going to die alone because I'm stupid, selfish, idiotic, useless, piece of fucking shit that deserves nothing

Yayyyyyy

I might as well just pull an Ayano, at least I'm saving this world from having one more horrible person

I'm so sorry Bea

I love you so much, and I'm a piece of shit for not showing it enough

You're an amazing person and I don't deserve you

I'm such a horrible person haha

You all say I'm great and stuff but I'm not

I'm just so selfish, always thinking about my problems and forgeting about other's

Why am I still here anyway

I won't bother anyone anymore

Uh yeah

Bye