You Said Forever (Sequel To Stalker)

Chapter 4 - Open Up To Me

Breanna P.O.V

I paced around back and forth trying to think where Jeremy had went. Justin didn't seem to care though. He just sat on the couch giggling.

I was still mad at Justin because he hasn't been acting caring in the past couple of days. He hasn't even supported any of my decisions. I can't even take him seriously right now.

" Justin call your dad. " I said and he ignored me. He just slowly blinked his eyes and laughed.

" Justin I'm serious. " I said.

" No. I'm not gonna call him. He left for a reason. " He replied.

He was right. Maybe his dad did leave for a reason. But maybe he just went somewhere. Maybe he'll be back.

I sighed plopping down on the couch right next to Justin, who was still very much drunk. I felt Justin's hot breath on neck, before he placed a soft kiss there.

I lightly pushed him off of me not wanting him to touch me. He frowned and groaned standing up.

" What's wrong with you? " He scoffed.

" Nothing, just leave me alone right now. " I said sounding a bit harsh.

I stood up walking to my room. I didn't want to see Justin right now. He was annoying me. Not because he was being an asshole but because he won't open up. Open up about his problems, to be specific. He always runs from his problems. He leaves and comes back drunk.

Speaking of leaving, as I sat on the edge of my bed I heard the door slam and I sighed. He must have been mad I rejected him because he left again.

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It seemed like forever that Justin was gone. It's actually been 2 hours.

I sat in Justin's room with the door closed. I spotted a brown notebook across the room and picked it up. It was a new song he had written.

I studied the lyrics carefully admiring what he had wrote about me. That's one thing I did like about Justin, he was romantic.

I suddenly heard footsteps coming towards the door before it swung open. Justin stood with a tired look on his face. He looked down at me before gently taking the notebook out of my hands.

" Sorry I-... " I stopped myself because I couldn't think of what my excuse could possibly be.

Just sat on the edge of his bed and I sat in the corner of his room I was sitting in before he came. He put his face in his hands and sighed.

" Come here. " He demanded in a stern and semi scary voice.

I didn't know whether or not I should go. I know me and Justin have been dating for a while but I still felt that feeling I have been feeling ever since I met him. Fear.

I didn't really know why, but I did. He's just intimidating. The way he gets angry. The way he raises his voice. The way he's always so confident.

I don't really know why but I felt my heart beat faster. Justin still didn't seem fully sober so I don't know what he would do.

" Come here! " He said louder, growing impatient.

I stood up walking slowly over to him and he rolled his eyes in annoyance. I'm guessing because of how slow I was moving. I stopped once I was about a few inches away.

" Right here. " He said pointing in front of him.

I walked in front of him and in between his legs. I rested my arms on his shoulders and he wrapped his arms around my waist pulling me close. His head rested on my stomach. I felt one of his tears on my shirt. I gently ran a hand through his messy hair.

" A-Are you okay? " I said trying to comfort him. I didn't know what to do because I don't know why he's feeling like this. One moment he's happy, then he's angry, then he's crying.

" Why have you been ignoring me these past days? " He mumbled.

I sat down next to him and he still had his arms wrapped around me.

" You've just been annoying me. Like, you're just... ugh. You're frustrating and non-supportive. You don't tell me about your problems you just push them aside and you yell. Then you leave. " I shrugged.

" What do you mean I don't support you. I do, it's just... I don't want you to leave me. I guess my fear is that you'll find someone better. " He shrugged seeming kind of ashamed to admit that.

" Justin you know you can tell me anything. It's okay for you to cry and have feelings. Just because you're Justin Bieber and you're suppose to come off confident and scary doesn't make you any less human. " I informed him.

I pushed myself back on the bed and laid down, Justin did the same. He pulled me closer to him and our legs were intertwined. I feel bad for being a little frightened earlier. He only wanted you open up, and cuddle.

I know our problems aren't going to disappear because I'm still going to New York and I still am thinking about Jeremy.

" Justin? " I asked.

" Yes babe? "

" What do you think happened to your dad? " I asked.

" I don't even know. Do you still want me to call him? " Justin asked.

" Yeah. "

Justin pulled his phone out of his back pocket, dialing his dad's number.

" Yeah, uh dad where are you? " He started. " Well... " He sighed deeply.

I wonder what they are talking about.

" I'm sorry... Just come back please. " He mumbled.

Justin hung up the phone and tucked it in his back pocket.

" He said he over heard me saying how I didn't want him here. He didn't wanna cause trouble, but he said he'd be here in the morning because he's busy. " Justin stated.

" Busy doing what? "

" He didn't say. "

Justin P.O.V

I'm so in love with Breanna. I never thought I'd find someone as understanding as her. She gets me.

I notice sometimes she's scared of me which I love. It makes me feel dominant, powerful.

I'm just happy I have a girl that I want to cuddle with, and say I love you. It's not just sex which is all I used to want.

I know she is still going to New York which still made me fucking mad. I just tried my best to deal with it until the day comes.

" Why do you make me feel this way? " I asked her placing her hand on my heart.

" Your heart is beating fast. " She laughed. She has a beautiful laugh and smile.

" You make me feel that way in my pants too. " I joked, but I was really being serious.

" You're so nasty. " She giggled.

I yawned and she dug her fingers in my hair again.

" Get some sleep, you look tired. " She told me.

" Okay, but stay with me. These last few days I couldn't sleep without you. " I said.

She giggled. " I love you. "

" I love you more. "

That was the last thing I said before drifting off to sleep.

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QOTD: do you trust Jeremy?

2QOTD: what do you think Justin will act like when she has to leave to NYC?