The Fan Meet

Chapter 11

- Your POV -
After Yoongi ended the call with Kai he started to move his hand again, but before he could move it any higher than it was already you grabbed his wrist and removed it from your leg. Then you just simply kicked him as hard as you could in the shin hopeing that you could get away before he could recover.

"Damnit... why'd you kick me! That fucking hurts!" He yelled as you unlocked the door.

"Maybe you shouldn't have put you hands on me in the first place!"

"I was just kidding. I wanted to see you're reaction if I did! I'm sorry Okay!... now can you please just stay I still haven't told you what I wanted to tell you from before." He said softly.

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I slowly walked back inside his studio and closed the door waiting for him to talk, but he just stood there... folded in half holding his shin.... Then he stood up straight and parted his lips slightly like he was going to say something but then closed them again.

"I'm sorry for before... what I wanted to tell you before your phone rang the first time was that... you..."

"I? I what? Say it already damnit!"

"You... you can always tell anything... you know that right? I can see the way you look at him...at Jungkook. I can see in your eyes that you love him," he said "and I can see that he doesn't share the same feeling for you. I know that it hurts... knowing that he doesn't like you back. I KNOW how it feels."

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When I looked into his eyes... I could see that he was telling the truth and that he actually did know how it felt to like someone and have them not feel the same. I couldn't say anything. All I could do is fall on the floor and cry.
- 3rd person pov -
Never mind... never mind all the things you've been through... all these feeling you have... you need to forget what people kept telling. How no one would ever love you, how no one wanted you to exist... how EVERYONE told you that you don't belong and that your worthless. You just have to forget everything... and keep walking forward and never look back and never forget who you can talk to and tell everything to. Who you just now became the closest to out of the group... you can always find comfort in that one person... yoongi.

"I need to forget everything I felt for him and move on... he doesn't feel anything for me so what's the point in chasing him?" You mumbled under your breath.

"What?"

"Never mind...."

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Sorry this chapter was so short but I really wanted to end it here so I did. I hope you guys are liking the story so far. Please give me feedback so I know what to do in the future. Also sorry in advance if I don't update regularly. 😐