Chapter 12

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~ flashback ~
"Y/N GET YOUR ASS DOWN HERE OR I SWEAR..."

As soon as I heard my fathers voice I ran down the stairs. I didn't know what was happening, but I also didn't want to know what he was going to do to me if I did come right away.

"WHAT THE HELL TOOK YOU SO LONG? YOU WORTHLESS EXSUSE OF A DAUGHTER." My father said... no more like yell at me when I stood in front of him.

"Appa what did I do this time?"

"It's not what you did but what you are."

"Appa... I don't understand? And why do you keep calling me worthless?"

"BECAUSE YOU ARE YOU LITTLE SHIT!"

- 3rd person pov -
After you father said that he grabbed you arm and dragged you to his office... you've been there before and you knew what he was going to do to you.

He was going to stick needs in you and give you something that he was working on for work. You were basically his lab rat you could call it.

You hated it when he did this to you. When ever he was home you would go hid somewhere else. [btw this is all happening when you were like 5 and your mom didn't know this was happening at the time. But when she did find out she took custody of you Anne had a divorce. Any-who back to the story]

Your father did this to you so many times you became afraid of him and you couldn't go anywhere near a needle afterwards. When ever you did or didn't do something wrong he would threaten to put needles in you. (Even though he did it anyways).

~ different flashback ~
You were living with your mom now and your life was getting better. But one day at school a group of girls came up to and started to bully you.

"Your so ugly. No one would ever love you. You'll be alone forever." One of them said while the others laughed behind her.

After they were done bullying you you decided to skip the rest of your classes and go home. You called your mom and told her that you didn't feel good and that you were going home from school early.

Once you got home you grabbed a razor blade and stared at your wrist, but in the end you never did it... you couldn't do it. You were so tempted to all the time... just to get rid of all the pain and suffering that you had to go through. The only thing that was holding you back was your mom... see you mom look at your wrist and being disappointed in you that you weren't strong enough... and think that she would say "your a worthless excuse of a daughter." to you once she found out that you were cutting made you think back to when your father would stick needles in you and call you that on the daily.

~ end of flashback ~

A couple of flashbacks later

- Your POV -
"Y/n? You okay? Your crying." Suga said cupping my face with his hands while wiping away my tears.

"Y-yah. I j-just remembered someth-thing from m-my past." I tried to say.

He came closer and hugged me. Then asked me if I wanted to talk about it. I didn't really want to, but my heart said that I could tell him anything and that he would keep it between us unless I told him otherwise. So I nodded my head.

"You promise not to tell anyone? You'll be the first to know that this happened to me other than my mom. Momo doesn't even know what happened in my past." I told him. He nodded to show that he agreed to my turns and understood what I was telling him.

"When I was about 5 my father did something's that involved me..." I started to tear up again. He can and hugged me too saying

"You don't have to tell me if it hurts that much to even talk about it Okay. I understand if you don't want to."

"No, no I want to it just... it hurt sooo much... I can still feel the needles..."

"Needles? What did you father do to you that involved needless?" He asked.

I told him everything. From what happened with my father to now. I couldn't stop crying. It just hurt so much to even think about it. When ever I remember what my father did... I just see all the equipment in his office and when I look down at my arm I see all the needles that he stuck in it. And when I tried to get away when his back was turned he would hit me and call me worthless while say "what can't you just do as I say and... die already. No one wants you here, no one loves you. You were a mistake that I made so this is your punishment for being born." I can always remember those exact words and the tone of his voice.

"Y/n... I'm sorry you had to go through all that. You know that your one of our closest friends right? And that we'll do anything for you. If you wanted to stay here away from your family and with us... we wouldn't care. We would take you in *snap* just like that." He said while wiping the tears that kept running down my cheeks.

The next thing we hear is the front door opening. And a familiar voice talking with eldest.

"WERES Y/N! I NEED TO TAKE HER BACK HOME TO AMERICA. SHE NEEDS TO KNOW HER PLACE." The familiar voice said. As soon as I heard the voice I immediately ran to lock the door and run to the back of the room trying to hide.

- Sugas pov -
After the unfamiliar voice said something y/n ran to the door and locked it than ran all the way to the back of the room and hid.

"Y/n what are you doing? Why did you lock the door then go hide? Do you know the person at the door?" I asked her.

"Yah... but I don't k ow how HE knew I was in Korea. Yet alone here." She said while trying stop herself from shaking.

"Y/n who's the person that's talking with Jin-hyung? Who he?"

"It's him. My... FATHER."

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How did your father find you? How did he know you were at bantans dorm? What does he want from you? Is he going to bring you back home just to use you as a lab rat once again? Keep reading to find out.

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