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hermiones pov

we walked into the shoping mall  into the swarms and crowds of pepole  whitch I had come accustomed to . draco on the otherhand ... well the disgusted and terafied look on his face says it all .
ok I said turning around  and slaping his sholder  reddy .  he sneard but  the words lefed the way woman spiled from his pale pinck lips    I smilled grateful and walked ahed  ok I said stoping infront of a shop  the words next  across the top .   now I'm warning you I said standing a bit to close to him . you pull out one silk shirt  and I will hex you inderstand  . he lent down to my levle a smirk spred acros his porslin skin . is that s threat  granger . I stoop up pulling him by the color of his shirt looking him ded in the eye . might be at  however I don't thinck it woudl be in your best intrests to find out .   he smiled well smirked  and gave me a impressed look .I halugh to say granger I am impressed  . your rather sexy when your like this  . I tryed  to cover the blush on my face but it was hard to cover that aswell ass the strange feeling in my stomich   probibly just the baby  ... right?
shut up . right you are granger . I let out a grunt . oh and  you ever call me sexy again and  I will punch so so hard so hard you will never smirk again . I stood arms crossed  he glaired back at me a  familiar look of uttet terror  no he whispred not again  . I smiled from ear to ear . relax malfoy .. I'm joking  he let out a relieved sigh and  said ah granger I no it's unthinckable he shook his hed  I mean thinck about it my beautiful face destroyd all beacase you cant take a complement . I chukled as I walked by him leening to his ear . or maby I wasn't joking . I skiped ahead of the guys section  him stroling loosly behind me  ok I said picking up a bundle of shirts  and tops  and handing him them  ok try them .  are you kidding me granger he said looking at the clothing .   I agreed not not whair the silk shirt but this is just   disusting . I looked at him  bored   letting out a long huff he walked to the changing rooms  I stood patentaly out side    with out thincking my eyes drifted to the baby isel  . the pink dresses and tyney shoes it was only then I realised how terafied I actualy am   I mean  it's terafieing enough carrying a life inside youre own  but having to give birth and take cear of her( a tear slid down my pail cheek  . I personaly  am usualy not afraid of mutch but this is terafying . and what is even more scary  is that I have to do it with malfoy . draco bloddy malfoy the twat the ass the feret him self .   however beside his horable ways and his rude coments  he has a soft side and I no it . all I need to do is bring it out .  I sat and glaired in the direction  of the   changing rooms . resting my head apon my hands    I lay in deep thought   until a spiff of familiar peroxide blond hair  he stormed up to me    I looked up to him as a tear slid down my cheek  quickly wiping it in the hopes he never saw the  glisining drip.
thair he stood clad in darck denim jeens and a darck green top   the top wasn't  tight . but it wasn't loos ither it clung loosly to  his chest  I stood up lookeing at him . my throte was closing ... maby it was the heet or the fact that the smell of his colone still lingered in the air  granger he piped up. but I was still traped in my thought . moments passed  and again he said my name granger
the words just stuck  I could not say what I felt .... what did I feel   I got lost in thows Gray eyes  that der insay looked almost woried  .  I felt lost comfused . but I was brought out from my trance when he said it ....  OH Merlin why did he say it    hermione . 
my eyes shot up and I swallowed   hermione are you alright  Is it adaline is she coming are you ok I shook my head vigorously  as I sat back down on the bench and he hesatly kneeled next to me   do I need to  get one of thay what are thay called .   fire enjens no that's not it ...... hospital.....  you no what I mean
I shook my head . well what in the bloddy hell do you want granger you need to tell me I'm not a bloddy mind reeder 
i...i I'm im scaired I blurted out .
your scaired ?   of what he said stupidly  I looked at him dumbfounded  . I'm scaired of  having to look after this chiled and you .
he burst in  your scaired of me ? . no I responded malfoy I'm scaired  that  you will not hellp and that you will leve the scond she is born and   I don't no ... I'm just terafied what if wee drop her or loose her  I mean yesterday I lost my wand  and it was in my hand   and(   at this point the tires just fell cairlesly )  I'm scaired I'm get atatched yo her and then I need to give her up ....  . it was only then I realised the hand in my hand I looked down and up again to see his eyes
he huffed before saying . granger I grew up  in a house that was huge and  cold   . my mother was the only one I had . and even then her involvement in my life was scairse   my father he was never thair and when he was he was ither hitting me or plowing dredful opinions into my brain ones that I eventualy passed off as my own      like you no how you had that  thing last year to free house elfs and  I did not signe it . well you probibly thought that it was beacase I'm selfish and darkc and have no hart . but no granger it's beacase I was basically braught up by elvs thay fed me clothed.me   thay took better cear of me than my own family did . and in my mind mindI gess I thought off that whear freed then  children whith familys like mine   would have noboddy . and I don't want that .  whitch is exactly why I will be tahair for my children  . beacase I am not like my excuse for a father . I looked up at him with wide eyes  as he said . I'm scaired to  I stood from my seet  and with out even thinking instantly wrapd my arms around his torso and let him kill me close  I lay my head on his chest he lay his head atop mine   he uncomfortably hovered   . I'm sorry . the words flew out my mouth quicker  than I could stop it    as I let my self melt  in his arms

dracos pov
I walked over to whear she sat   a unexplainable look on her pailling face    . granger . no answer .. granger I said again louder   granger .. Granger. it was when thows words sliped from my uncaushos mouth  Hermione?   she looked up slowly slowly  her hazel eyes lookinh in with mine a exlression  of fear . my mind instantly went to the baby  hermione is it adaline is she ok is she coming .. do I need to call one of thow s . god dam why could I not remember the name .... the a  firetruck ...? no I shouted random names  she shook her head vigorualy   . her soft voice   I'm scaired . a sudden feeling came over me as she explained why ... whas it fear  .... dear I say protectivenes   I went on to explain to her why I will not be that way  I heled her hand tightly in mine     and when she stood up I never expected what would happen next  she wraped her arms around my  torso and with out even thincking  I pulled her in  feeling like I had to protect her   I lay my head on her head  inhaling the smell of her curly locks  a aroma of English roses filled my nose    I'm scaired to I said
wee stood in embrace unawair of the world around us I held her small frame and she clung on to me  I relly her hart beet against my chest  and it was when I began to let go I felt a punch at my stomich not a powerful punch more of a  puls  and again and again the second I realised what it was  I gassped looking down at the smiling girl who had also realised  I...ah I could not get the words out of she smiled at my inability to  say a sentence  she grabed my hand  placing it on the small of her stomich before placing her own on top   I locked eyes with her  grining in amazement  . the second I felt that small yet powerful kick at my hand    it took my breath away  wow I whispered  she looked up at me eyes full of wonder and beauty   it took me back to the first time I lay eyes on her 
it was first year  I remember her walking up to be sorted  I was unable to evert my eyes  even at the yong age she was     .... extraordinary  her lips plump and freckles scattered   her hair a beautiful shade of caramel with streeks of brown threwought  her skin was a light doll like shade  . however it was her eyes that brought me to my knees     brown to the naked eye however to me i saw glimpses of gold green and even oringe  . she was not pretty no bro was she gorgos not even beautifull . the only way to describe hermione jeen granger  is . breath taking .
   

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