Tears ~ e.g.d

EIGHTEEN

i drive away from the hospital, tears rolling down my face, a lot of tears rolling down my face to be honest. i turned on the radio hoping some music will cheer me up or something but the radio decides to play fucking adele. depressing music over my depressing mood? no thanks, i turn the radio off and drive in silence.

i have no idea where i was going

i am an 18 year old female in the state of sunny california running (driving actually) away from my problems

i never thought ethan would do that to me

i never imagined that that was how it was all going to end

my phone starts vibrating in the passengers side beside me

i look at who's calling

guess who!1!1 ethan

i decline the call and then put it on do not disturb mode

now that my emotional problems are out of the way i need to figure out what to do with my physical problems, them being that i don't know where i'm going, i have about $100 to survive, and i don't have any clean clothes or any water or food

fuck, i'm not very smart

i could go home, but i'm not trying to have my ass beat by my mom for disappearing in the middle of the school year and not calling her or contacting her in any way

i could go into the business of prostitution and make a living off that but std's? jail? getting pregnant? ugly, old, small dicked men? it's a no from me

being a porn star doesn't sound so bad at the moment but i'm not confident enough in my skin to have 12-80 year old men (girls i have no problem with, y'all beautiful) jerking off to my naked body. plus also i don't want no std or a kid.

my options right now are very limited, i can either sneak back home and take clothes, food, water, and money or i can call y/b/n and ask her to help me

after all i don't hate her or grayson, only ethan, so calling her won't be a problem

i decide to pull over to a gas station and get some gum and call y/b/n

oh lord i'm going to regret this

the phone starts ringing on the 5th ring she picks up

"OH MY GOD Y/N WHERE ARE YOU?! ARE YOU OKAY?! WHATS GOING ON?! TALK TO ME!"

"heyyy y/b/n i'm okay i promise but i do need your help, i need some cash, and clothes and a place to stay and food and water and sole support from my best friend, you think you can help me with that?"

"omg y/n of course i can give you support and anything else you need but i mean i don't know how you want me to get you a place to stay"

"well maybe grayson can let us stay at his house for a month or something until we get enough money and then we can move out and live in an apartment together like we always wanted to do"

"i think grayson would let you and i stay at the house in the basement or something, and his parents are super supportive so they'd allow it too"

"yeah except i probably won't ever leave the basement because i don't want the possibility of running into ethan"

"well you know it is his house and he probably goes into the basement a lot so you probably will bump into him a lot"

"ugh i know, maybe this isn't such a good idea over all, maybe we can just ask gray for some money and then like go live in motels until we get jobs"

"omg y/n stop being so extra! like ethan didn't even write the note you stupid fuck!!"

"wait....what"

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HEY YALL JUST A BIT OF A FILLER IK ITS SHORT BUT THIS IS JUST UNTIL I GET MOTIVATION AGAIN WHOOPS SORRY AGAIN AND WRITE (???) TO U SOON