Tears ~ e.g.d

THREE

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Just as I was thinking about how I might be falling out of love with James he attacked me with those pink lips that made me fall in love with him in the first place. I got to say I thought I was going to feel that spark that was always there, from the first kiss. But it just wasn't. I was confused. What was happening. His hand started going up my shirt signaling for something to start.

When this happened first thing I thought was that having sex with him would make me realize that it was just my mind playing games on me and that I was totally 100% still in love with him.

I laughed and hushed him like we were making to much noise although the only noise was my mind screaming for me to not do this.

"Where do you even want to go?" I asked looking around

"The janitor closet. Trust me it's always unlocked and the janitor never uses it." James said in a whisper as if someone would hear us.

"Do we even have a janitor?" I giggled

"y/n come on have a little faith in me. Everyone is in their 5th-period class right now, so we can't get caught plus the closet doesn't have any windows and we can lock it if we need to" James said. He said it like he has taken 10 girls in there but I let it slide.

"alright fine." I answered because I knew how stubborn James could get and how he almost never takes no for an answer (he isn't pressuring me into anything ............. right?)

He then takes my hand and leads me through the dimly lit empty hallways. We then stop at a door I have never seen in my entire 4 years of high school. To be fair it's always too crowded to see any doors. The first day of high school was a nightmare.

He opens the door and all I see are cleaning supplies and substances. I mean what else can you find in a janitor closet, right?. All I smell are the cleaning supplies and I have to be honest, they actually smell pretty good.

James then pulls me inside and locks the door behind him. I bite my lip and he does so too. I slowly sink down to my knees and unzip his jeans. I then pull his jeans and boxers down to see his already forming bulge. I start to rub it to extend it to its full length. As I put it in my mouth and started sucking slowly, I could hear James mumble "fuck" under his breath. After about a good minute of me sucking, he came. As I was getting off of my knees I heard James say "jump" so I did and I wrapped my legs around his torso. He roughly pushed me against the wall and started to suck on my neck giving me hickeys. Just as I ripped off his shirt he did the same to mine. He put me down for a minute so he could put a condom on,while he was doing that I was taking my pants and underwear off.

As I jump back on his torso he pushes me against the wall again, Once he put it in me, I could feel a little bit of pain but it became pleasure fast. I was biting my lip trying to hold in the moan so no one would hear, I hear James say "Fuck you're so hot". That made me giggle. When we both finished I hear the bell ring. "Perfect timing" I said. I glanced over at James and he was grinning.The whole time we were walking out of the janitor closet and down the hall, I kept thinking about why I didn't feel anything. What is this? Am I falling out of love with James? Why?