Angsty angsty Warning~~ JUNGHOPE also short one, because I'm bored and stress with school.
(Jungkook pov)
I'm the 2nd Prince of Seagull country, everyone fears me, and I hate it. I never knew why the citizen afraid of me . But as I grew older and older by days, I now knew the reason. It's because whenever they look at me or talk about me, they get killed. No mercy whatsoever, and by knowing this making my blood boils. And because I can't do anything by it, I got no powers, no rank. Even though I'm the prince of this country, I can't do anything to stop it.
My mother, the queen, she loves me. But I don't know why she's so cold hearted, she doesn't give a damn if the citizen dies or hate on her. She is my everything, I look up to her when I was young, but now, I'm turning 20 and it's mean I'm gonna be crown as King this year.
As much as I look up to my mother, I can't help but hate her silently because of her cold and black heart. I love her as much as I hate her.
"Jungkookie sweetie~" I sighed and look up from my book and into my mother's eyes, her smile is so beautiful but yet so sickening. "yes mother?" I answered and stand up to bow at her showing my respect. Mother smile and told me to look at her, is what I'm doing now, I look at her with my everyday monotone look, just like hers when she encounters everyone in this country.
"you'll be turning 20 just in 2 month! aren't you excited to be a king!?" I chuckles and shook my head, "yes mother".
I never really wanted to be a King, not because I wasn't capable of being a king but because of my mother's words. I want to be a king of freedom, but my mom 'trained' me to be "Just like me" as mother said, also because I got an Older brother, who I loves so dearly but for some reason Mother despise him so much. Mother would come to his room every night and torture him, saying he is worthless and he supposed to die. But every time I sees my brother, He always smiles so brightly and laughing with all the servants in the palace. Like nothing happened and he always spoils me and plays with me, and he still respect Mother like his Mom.
That's the other reason on why I hate Mother so much, What is the reason ? why mother hate Hobi hyung so much?
"that's good Jungkookie~ and go and sleep okay?" Mother said and pats my head so gently before leaving my room. It was 12 in the midnight now, she probably went to hyung's room after this...
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I heard the screams from Hobi hyung's room. With every screams, I flinched, it's like I can feel what Hobi hyung feeling right now. As the screams got louder, I quickly went out of my room and hide outside of Hobi hyung room until Mother leaves. When I saw Mother went out from Hobi's room while wiping her hands with her handkerchief, and quickly sneaking into hyung's room.
"hyung?" I called out, the room is dark, usually Hobi hyung would keep the window open or turn on a light. This is unusual for me, I kept looking around the room, and turning on the bed side lamp. "Kooki..ee.."
