FALLEN

LOST

A proverb says and I quote 'what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger'
Don't ever limit your mind or your heart... the heart processes hurt slower while the mind feels it, acknowledges it, processes it and then finally moves on... it is best to think with your mind and not with your heart... #celinesqoute #celinaeban
      
                                   LOST
It was already past a year since my arrival and Micah's departure. Life wasn't easy without him and so was communication... we had lost communication for almost 7 months since the last time we spoke and I figured he had moved on since I wasn't in his class....
    Living in Africa and getting to learn the culture and way of life was pretty easy and fun... my cousins and extended family made sure I got the love I never had and never ceased to make me laugh....
   It was difficult being away from Micah but I had moved on and had found myself... I made new friends and life became more interesting and I knew I had healed....
   Lilian a voice from above called, I quickly lifted my head up in response... would you like to go on a date with me... I nodded in response even though I shocked and surprised...
  I found love with you he said from the other end of the phone 📱, you complete me and I want us to take this serious... I was speechless and lost, I mean I had just met Louis but I was falling in love... he had the most wonderful seducing eyes I had ever seen, his sense of humor of amazing and his jokes would rise a dead person... long story short he is amazing...
   We had been talking for quite a while and even though I knew it was wrong not telling him about Micah I loved how he made me feel.... Louis gave me the attention, care, happiness and everything a girl would crave for and I loved it... I mean don't get me wrong I loved Micah and I still do but I guess a little side flirting isn't a bad  idea or maybe so I thought....