Ripped Away~ Zach Herron x all the boys

Oh how wrong they were .

        Now Zach was always paranoid that one of the boys may know something about all of this. He listened to happy music, even tho it made his ears bleed. He slept at a normal time. Well he did in the boys mind. Ever since music and even drawing started failing as a relief of the outside world Zach's been having horrible, horrible dreams. He would wake up sweating and crying to the point he passed out one time. Hes been cutting so much more. From monthly to weekly to daily. Its like it was a addiction. Instead he wasn't making anyone suffer. Only himself. 

You make everyone suffer just being alive you fat fuck. 

Zach sighed. His mind was right. He was fat. The fattest out of all the boys by far. He was ugly and pale and boring as well. He couldn't sing either. He was just a waste off space. He knew it. The fans knew it. The boys knew it. Everyone knew it. He sighed for the second time and looked out the window of his shared room. 

   Now Zach was right about one thing. The boys did keep secrets. They had a special group chat only the four of them and they had a plan.  A plan to find out what is wrong with Zach. 

Know the boys have had this plan since the band started. They noticed Zachs day dreaming and whispiring to himself. They knew about the sad music and drawings. They just couldn't fit toughter the puzzle pieces of what is wrong with Zach. They picked up on his skinniness. They picked up on the bags under his eyes. They just couldn't pick up the hints and form them into a theory that was strong enough to worry about. 

'' I heard Zach last night.'' Corbyn said, looking at the four boys. '' Yeah and ?'' Jack replied, not following on. '' He was crying in his sleep.'' all the boys heads snapped up.'' He was what? Crying?'' Daniel said, surprised,Zach never cried. 

Oh how wrong they were. 

'' You didn't wake me? Or even Zach ?'' Jonah said, after realizing the fact Corbyn didn't wake him even tho he was for feet away. '' No. I didn't think of that.'' Corbyn admitted, feeling rather embarssed that he hadn't. '' Ok so that's another hint on whats happening.'' Jack stated. '' I still don't under stand tho. Crying in his sleep? Listening to sad music ? Quite ? tired ? What could this mean ?'' Daniel said, his brain hurting from all the thoughts he was thinking. 

'' Maybe he misses his family?'' Jonah questioned, and all the boys nodded in a greement. 

But oh how wrong the were,