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Religion: why does it exist? (tw://extreme hate towards religion)

I haven't updated shit at all and so here's a quick story:
Three days ago I was having a panic attack. Maybe it wasn't a panic attack but idk, my heart was racing and I felt a pressure on my chest. Went to the doctor now on Tuesday I got to get a event monitor for my heart. On the day that I went to the doctor, my mom was telling me " I'm gonna call your grandma so she can go get you cleansed because maybe it might have been a spirit in the house." I'll have you know, our house is a "newly built house" or what ever. We're the only family to ever live in here so the chance that there's a "bad spirit or demon" is highly unlikely. Now today we have to get the house cleansed and I swear to fuck, im going to fucking kill myself this is so stupid. This is why I hate religion. It's not real? At a point in time there was no such thing as religion.
All it is an illusion that just helps people sleep at night and it pisses me off.
I'm not religious. I believe in ghosts but still. I just find this "cleansing thing" to be full of bull. They're just using fucking water that they think is "purified by god" to help them. I think I've accidentally drunk "holy" water and it just tasted fucking disgusting.