Understand. (Frerard.)

Frank.

That's who I always thought about.

Frank Iero... A guitarist for the band I'm in, My Chemical Romance.

We've been friends but I've always felt more towards him.

I think I have a crush on him, like a teenage crush. (Even though they scare me..)

I loved every little thing about him.

How he's changed his hair over the years, like I have, and how he has it now (brown, kinda long). His perfect hazel-green eyes. His personality, personally my favorite thing about him. He's always energetic. And, let's not forget how short he is. I think he's okay with us calling him short nowadays.

But, yeah, I could go on.

Thing is, I didn't even know if he liked me more than a "friend". Like, back when the band started we had this little thing that went on but it didn't last. We'd share kisses on stage, and he'd be cool with it. He always said it was for the fans, and it was fun.Now, well, I don't think I've kissed him for a while. And I don't want to tell him how I feel because of his girlfriend.

Her name was Jessi, short for Jessica. I really liked how she made Frank so happy. She was beautiful, but not my type. And of course I was jealous of her. She held the heart of the man I loved so much.

And, oh boy, was Frank in love with her. He was infatuated.

He was always smiling, always had that sparkle in his eyes when he knew he had her. They never fought, and they absolutely were perfect together.

But, I was always jealous. I think that I was a dick to them sometimes... I really didn't want to be. Whatever made Frank happy, made me happy.

I just wanted to ask him.. just once. Ask him how he feels, ask him how he felt. So I could move on, I guess?

I think I could move on.

I still was jealous. And I always got angry when I saw them together.

Frank loves Jessica.

Jessica loves Frank.

And the problem was I was in love with Frank, and I really wanted to be with him.

I know I said whatever makes him happy makes me happy... and I want to be the reason he's happy.

Does that make any sense? I feel like I sound stupid.

The bad part about all of this?

We're starting a tour in a few days.

Guess who's gonna be there?

Jessica. Frank wanted her to come.

And I, Gerard Way, am going to have to watch the man I love, love someone else.

I think I could do this.

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A/N:
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