Understand. (Frerard.)

Do You Hate Me?

A/N: I'm so sorry about the long wait. My page- Just My Chemical Romance was stolen. I've been busy getting the one that is a replacement to 8k. You guys are awesome though and I will always love you! This chapter is more like a filler and I may update directly again!

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Last night was horrible. I was not ready to blab about my crush nor react in a way I did. It probably ruined our friendship... 

Y'know, telling your bestfriend about how you like, or love, them is probably not a good idea while theirin a relationship or show no intrest toward you. It kinda breaks your heart when they decline the idea of you to ever being together.

I let a sigh fall from my lips and check my twitter. I tweet a good morning post to my followers and turn off my phone. I lay on the bunk and contemplate what to do next. Change and go make a pot of coffee or sleep and get yelled at by my band members? I look up at the ceiling and sigh, again. I decide to get my lazy ass up and change. I slip out of my bunk, getting into my bag. Rummaging around for a few minutes until I finally pick out an Iron Maiden tank top and a 

Jessi is in there. I'm gonna have to wait hours to get in there. She is the bathroom hogger on the bus. I knock once more. Maybe I'll get lucky and she'll already be done. I mentally cross my fingers. 

"Who the hell is out there?" Yeah, she's a bitch when no one is around. I sigh. 

"I need to take a shower! Can you please let me do that?" I say as she opens the door with a pissy expression on her face. She's fully clothed and her make up is on. I look at her as she drags me in the bathroom. 

"I know about it Gerard." She smirks. "Your dirty little secret," she comes closer to my ear and whispers a phrase that gives me goosebumps. "I know about your little crush on my boyfriend. I know about your crush you have on Frank." She hums. "And I can tell everyone," She pokes my face. "Leave my Frank alone. And if you don't, I know people who can take care of you." She smiles sweetly, patting my shoulder. "Now go take  your shower. You needa go meet the other bands," She giggles, as if nothing happened. 

As if she didn't just threaten me and my life. I am actually scared shitless because I know absolutely nothing about her- other than she was dating Frankie.

It really scared me actually. 

I walk into the bathroom in a daze, looking into the mirror. 

I'm as pale as a ghost and my eyes are as wide as ever. I rub my face, turning around to lock the door. I stand at the mirror for a couple minutes and then turn to finally turn on the shower. 

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The shower is a great place to think about troubling things. Ecspecially when your being threatened. When I come out, I change quickly, drying my hair off in the process. The red dye was still in there pretty well.  I come out to find my white converse and I see the two making out on the couch and I scrunch up my nose.

Once I finally get my shoes on I manage to ignore the two on the couch and step out of the bus to see the venue. I start to walk out and I immediately run into a female. 

"Ah crap man!" She said, looking at me. "Oh! You're uh, Gerard, yeah? My Chemical Romance?" She questions. 

We just ran into eachother and now she wants to make conversation? 

"Uh, yeah. Are you a fan or-?"I look at her raising an eyebrow. "If you are how'd you get here?"

"No, no, no. I'm Lindsey. Or LynZ, like Lyn then the letter Z. I'm from Mindless Self Indulgence. I am a bass player! I'm known for my backbend," she lets out a giggle and looks at me. "I kinda came to meet everyone in the band but I guess I met you first!" 

I nodded quickly- going into conversation about random things. LynZ and 'I were destined to be friends. 

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Hope you enjoy it! I made it long (I think). I'm changing it up to 3 votes/comments~