Understand. (Frerard.)

FOOOOD.

A/N: LEMME TAKE A MINUTE TO THANK EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU WHO COMMENTED AND FAVORITED. I LOVE ALL OF YOU <3 KEEP IT UP:3

---------

I woke up to the word food. It was screeched and it also changed in pitch several times. It was Frank, trying to wake up all of us that passed out.

"Wakeupwakeupwakeup! Foodfoodfood!" And then someone jumped on me. I'll give you one guess on who it was.

Yeah, you probably got it right.

"Dude, get the fuck off!" I yelled, pushing him roughly.

I think Frank took it as a joke though because he tackled me with a hug afterwards. "Gee's up! Gee's up! Guys, Mr. Sass Queen is up!"

I groaned, prying his arms off of me. I don't need this temptation. Things could go bad.

"Aw, you don't wanna hug?" He said sadly.

"No. I don't. I want to eat." I mumbled, feeling my face heat up. "Let's go."

Jessica came and locked arms with Frank and let out a light giggle.

Fuck her.

Well, not literally.

She's Frank's.

I grabbed my phone and sighed. We decided to stop at a random family diner because the bis driver thought it looked cool. It's no problem to me, it's still food.

As we walked in, Mikey poked my shoulder. I turned around, looking at him. "Yeah?" I asked, putting my phone up.

"Are you and Frank fighting? Or are you mad with him-?" He asked.

"Mikey- it's not-" I lowered my voice.

He cut me off. Frank was looking at us. "Text me later. Something's up." He said, as we joined the table.

I just gave him a nod.

"Hey you guys, Welcome to George's Family Restaurant! What would you like to drink?"

Jessica smiled, "A water, yeah?"

Frank ordered the same.

Ray ordered a Pepsi, same with Mikey.

I, however, requested a coffee. Because anytime I am able to drink coffee should be taken for granted.

"Sticking to the coffee, huh?" Ray asks.

"Yup. Coffee can never be over-looked."

"You never give coffee up," Frank adds, sipping his water.

Jessica chimes in, "Isn't coffee bad for you? I mean, if you drink a lot?"

This is what I hate about her.

"Nah, studies show stuff about coffee helping out later problems."

Sh, I've done my research.

She let out a small "oh" and I glanced at Frank, who was looking pretty pissed.

Probably pissed him off with that.

I shrugged to myself and looked at the menu. Nothing looked appetizing. Maybe I'll just get some Chicken Tenders and French Fries and just eat a little bit of it. We pay for our own meals anyway.

The lady came again and dropped off our drinks, and we ordered our food.

I got our my phone and sighed.

I'm not a big socializer.

They were having a conversation about the video we recorded for Sing. I wanted to join, but nah.

I kinda spaced out after that.

"Gee! Earth to Gee!" I was getting shakes by the shoulders by Ray.

"Uh, yeah, hi?" I said, sounding confused.

"I asked you a question." Frank said boredly.

"Yeah, what is it?" I mumbled back.

"Any clue what songs we'll be playing?" He asked.

"Yeah, I'll forward you them." I said.

"No, you can tell me. I don't need them sent to me." He said, annoyed.

My eyes widened and I nodded. "U-uh, yeah. Hold on." I pulled them up on my phone. "Planetary, Sing, Welcome(Welcome To The Black Parade), I'm Not Okay, Mama, Famous Last Words, Sleep, Na Na Na, some covers, and doing Helena last." I said.

Everyone nodded. I stood up, and everyone looked at me. "I'm going to the bathroom."

Everyone goes back to their conversations.

I clamped my sweaty hands together, playing with my thumbs. I walked in and stood in front of the mirror. My face was flushed.

Damn it all.

I was only in there for a few minutes when Frank walked in.

"What do you want?" I ask him.

"I want to know why you're being an ass! First, let's mention you being an ass on the bus. Next, let's mention what just happened at the table. You treated Jessica like shit."

"First of all; fuck off. Second, I don't care if I treated her like shit. Ask a stupid question, get a smartass answer." I said, drying my hands off.

"What's your problem?!?" He said, getting in my face. Which wasn't successful, simply because he's short.

"You." I spit out. "You're my problem. I-" I stopped. "Nevermind, never fucking mind." I pulled out my wallet throwing a ten dollar bill at him. "I'm going back to the bus. Pay for my meal." I said, beginning to walk out.

"Gerard! What were you going to say?!?" He said, catching my arm.

"You won't understand." I said before leaving.

Once I stepped foot out of the bathroom, I made a beeline to the bus. I'm sweating. So bad. I almost messed up everything.

He must hate me. It would make sense!

I'm Gerard Way, a screw up.

He wouldn't want me. He wants Jessica.

I grabbed my head, starting to get quite the migraine.

My heart is beating rapidly.

I need to take my anxiety medication and chill down.

I almost messed up, he almost found out.

He would've been disgusted.

He would've hated me.

Everyone would be digusted. 

I can't believe I almost told him.

I almost told him that I loved him.

---------

A/N: So, yeah! Can you guys share this with your friends and keep commenting and voting? It's encouraging me to keep going. And do I need to start writing longer chapters? Comment your answer!  (2 votes/comments and I'll upload a new chapter!)