when I though things could get better but they did

when i though that i can never be happy Part 1

the day that it was my birthday and that i just keep it from all my friends because if they new then they want though a party and i did want to and that i just cant have it happen and the only person that new and know that i don't want do anything would be Noah and that i just keep it quite so what i just did was when to school if it was just another was different so what i just did was hang with my friends and i just when to my class and when i got home i though we do some but then i had to wait until next month to do anything and it suck but you know what i just did care about the day anymore and when i new it far then i new then i tell the rest of my friends that i all ready and that when i tell them and that i just know that i would want just get the year over with and that i can't wait until i see anyone so what i just know that Tristen just take what he want to do but that only thing is that i just want see the new fifty shades Freed in the theaters and that i just know that i want just be with Tristen for the day and i take him out on the date so that what i just do but i need to think reason why with out tell him that it's my birthday and that i just did that see so just want to do is that but he did go with me and when we were done and that when we just think that we do some and are life being like a movie and wish is feel little like one day when i was a kid and i wish this and now its coming true and when now i don't think that Tristen is just seam that he made because i think he found out that the another day was my birthday and i did tell him and now i need see if Noah told him when it clear that i need to go ask Noah and that i be so made at him and at the same time that i can because it past my birthday so and now i just can think about how i just know that some go on and that i just can figure out what it is and that i just can take not know