when I though things could get better but they did

chapter 8

so what i just gone do is that think all i want about it but i will in my head i know that for should and that what i just know that why i was on the date is that i got a call from Taylor say that Tristen was gone come and see me and that i like ok hold on so i had get up and leave and that when she say that he listen to what we were say so he on his way to me and that what i just okay and then i text Tristen why you come out what point of space did you not under stand and that when he read it but he did say anything and that when i figure he is on the plan so i just wait for two hours and that when i just when back in and that when i new i did have to were because he could get in to the bar yet and that when i just like okay so what were you guys talk about and that when they ask what was the phone call about and that when i say that it done's matter at all and to let it be and that when Taylor like come on and i say no and to please stop and that when Tommy look at her and she look at me like i new she was piss off and Tommy step in and say that let it go and that i will tell on my own time and that when she look way and i ask again what were you guys talk about and that when she got stub that if i was there then i know and that when i just walk out of the bar and i just left a then Tommy came be hind me but i taken off and that when he look for me but he could fine me so that when the next thing i new that i had new that i dished a guy on a date so i had make it up and that when the next thing i new i had found Tristen and that i was talk with him and that why he show up and that he say that he had to see me and i say now you see me what is it and that when he ask me to married him and at the same time i had found that Tommy was look for me and that i just stand there when Tristen ask me to married him and that when i turn my head there and i see Tommy and that i just new that it did look good so i just pull Tristen up and say that he was crazy but then he was like i love you and that he want married me and that i just say that i need to go and i had just head where Tommy and he say that what was going on and i say next i mite talk about it i need to think about it right now and to please just let it be and that when he like okay and when i just ask him that was there anything else that he want to do and that when he just say that go some where and just talk and that when i like then lets go back to my dad place and just talk and we be worm so that what we did but we just taken a slow walk there and that was that far from the bar and i would look up at all though the walk to the house and that when he ask what wrong and i just know that i can take it on talk to him about it because he see what happen and that he see Tristen ask me to married him and he just did hear what was say and that i can't figure out what i want Tristen or Tommy because they both are good guys and they are good look and i know i had sex with Tristen and he was my first time but i can't tell if he is the one for me because then the next thing you know is that i had hear what Tommy had say so i had him say it again and that when he ask me if i be willing to go on tore with him and that the band okay with me come along and that i talk with my parents and that when he say okay and that when i say that lets get walk again and talk about something else and that when he start to tell about him self on about how what got him in to music and that was all right so what i did was the next day i told my father about Tommy ask me to go on tore with him and that he say if that what i want to do because he could stop me and that i should call my mom and tell her so i when out side and call her and that when she say that what i want to do is that what i want to go with him and that how long was the tore and i say i don't know and that he did tell me and that when she say what father say that if i want to go on tore with the guy or not then do what you want that what she say and that when i text Tommy and ask how long is the tore and that when he say that it was for a year because go ever where so i had to have my past port and a comp of my birth stifck just in case and that when i say oh and then he ask what my parent say and i say that they left it to me and that  when he say what you want to or not and that when i say okay i will and that i had to go back to get my things from my mom and that when i was just ok and i let him go and that when he ask me in a text after we hang  up if i want to go lunch and meet the band and that when i was just like okay then and he say ok i will pick you up and i say thing and that when i got back in the house and father ask and there was Taylor and she say about what and he say can i tell her and i say no and when i say that i had to get dress because i was going some where and he say okay and that when Taylor was ask me where i was going and that when i say it done's matter and that when say that anything gone happen between me and Tommy and that when i say i don't know yet and if there was i would talk about it and that his mom ask him she wonder and that it so and i got dress and i was do my makeup and be ready and i tell Tommy to text me if he out there and he did then i just run out the door and i got in and then he ask where i want to eat at and that i did know so i just say if he new any good and new place that i have been to at all so that when he came up with a place and he could say the name so i just let him take me and that when he did and we sat and eat what Tommy got was a stack and i got a salad and that when we had wine and it was red and i did like it so i mostly stick to water and that he was wonder why did i drink wine and i say that did like red and that i never try white wine so