when I though things could get better but they did

what going on Part 2

after time kill my father i had nose that some people had see a man that look like he came back from the dead and that you could tell because he his hands were blood and that people would ask him if he need help and that he would just say where is Gabella and that people say who that and he say thing and that people say is that your  wife if you want we could call and that if you know the number and he did know it and he say that not my wife that my daughter and that when he just like make the call or i will kill you and the man just unlock the phone and gave it to me and say please don't kill me  so he just try call but i did pick up and that i just wait tell they say who they were and all he say is that i am back and i am come for you so i new it was and that was my father and when that happen then i told my friends to watch out and that he problem show up and as for me and that when he just say that and they all say that ok and that when i let them know then it was to late for Taylor because when i new she did get back to me then i new he was there so i rush over and see and when i got there the door was broken in to and open and i walk in and there was her dad was on the flow and shot in the rib and her mom was on the flow as well and she got shot in blow the heart and i call 911 and that when i wait and try to slow the blood down and when they got there and i went in the back to fine Taylor and there she was just shot in the leg and and i call for help again when some one came and did help and when i look around there was know one and the  person that was help Taylor ask what you look for and i just like i need to check around and make should that know one was there so when they ask if i was gone then I just could so what I just though about just cut my self and then when Tristen came was in my room and I did know until I walk in to the door and what I found out is that he when though the window and I just seat down on my bed then and I just though about it all and top it on I just though about the time Tristen and I had sex that first time and then Tristen say what you think about and I say nothing I just tire and he say I know that face don't try lie to me Gabella and then I say okay you got me I just going back to how happy I was before my father came and mess things up and I just scared and Tristen say of what that you would get tire of all this and not want be with me and if you want out then now is the time to go and this not your battle this is my and that I know you didn't sine up for any of this and then he left my head up and he put his hand on my face and say I am not leave you I just got you and I don't plan to let you slip out from my hands that easy and that I just don't want you to push me way or back from you let me in and I know your scared to love but just because your first then happen not the way you want done mean that ever guy you will be with will not the way your first was so please Gabella let me in so Tristen keep look in to my eyes and  then I just kiss him and then he just push back and say are you should this time Tristen ask and I say yes I am I want you Tristen don't you want me and he say yes I do I have want you for a long time  well I want you to Tristen please Tristen and he just look me in the eye and he just kiss me and I just keep lean back and slow pol him on top of me and when he was I start to take his shirt off and then when he start to kiss my neck and I start kiss his shoulder and it start to feel nice and good when he look up at me and I undo his belt and his pans and he ask one more time are you should then I taken my shirt off and then I got on his lap and start kiss his neck and when I got back to his mouth and got him to lay down and I start to kiss down his chest and when I got down and then I start to take his pans off and then when he just pol me up and kiss my mouth and then Tristen try turn around and get on top of me and I just would let him and he ask why and I say I not done with you and then when he say let lose  and he say don't you truse me Gabella and I say I do but I want you to do me last please Tristen and he say what left that you want to do and I say I will show you just give me time and I will do it and then he say okay then when I was ready then I work down his chest again and when I got down his boxers and I start to pol them off and when I taken it off and I when back to his dick and then he look at me and then he say what you gone do and then I start to kiss his dick and then when I start lick it then he put his head back and open his mouth and when I put his dick in my mouth and he put his head back up and then I put my spit on his dick and then I put his dick back in to my mouth then he keep his mouth open and breath and he seam like he was gone start dining his nails in to the bed and when he put his head back down and when I spit on his dick one more time and put is dick in to my mouth one more time then he start to breath really have and start to just put his head  back up and when it was hard for him he start to dig his nails in to the bed again and when I took my mouth off his dick then he just like are you done Glabella and I say yea so how you feel Tristen and he say was wow and I just smile at him and just say thing I just got up and lay next to him and I was look up at the ruff and Tristen finally got his breath slow so when he could talk again he turn his head at me and say how you so good and that I not gone lie it was good and I just keep look at the ruff and I say it is your turn Tristen and he say for what and that when I say the hole time you want me to let lose and let you in wish I am now and your just lay there and tell me what I talking about and that when I keep look up at the ruff and then I turn my head at Tristen and I say well and he say well what so I just gave up and I just got up out of bed and I put my close back on and Tristen just keep say what and I was a little made and I say just let it go Tristen the moment is over and I put my close back on and I when to the kitchen and I just got some water and then I just had the water in my mouth and I look down at my class and then after five mints Tristen got out of the bed and he came in the kitchen and he came be hind me and kiss my neck and I didn't expect it so I end up spit out the water and then Tristen was gone put his head up and i would let him I put my hand on his head and I close my eyes and then he turn me around and when he look in to my eyes i though that he was gone kiss me and he did and he lift me and and he hold me for a few sec and then he look at me and say you want go back to the room and then i say okay and then Tristen kiss me and was walk to the bedroom as he caring me and then when we got back to the bedroom that when he sat me on the bed and then he start to kiss my chest and and I had my hands on the back of his shoulders and I  just make it as mazing as I  did for you Tristen that all I ask and I say can you do that and he look up at me and then when i look at him he just start go back to kiss me and that when i just put my head down and then when u just joy it slowly but was he work his way back up i just try and get him to stop because when i push his head away then he like did you want me to make you feel the way you make me feel and i was just like yea but lets just do what you really want to do and that when he like you gave me what i want and you gave me more then what i want so let me give back and you say you let me in and you let me now your try push me out don't Gabella and i just take my hand's off his head and let him go back to what he was doing before and then i just had my head on the bed and look down at Tristen and i just keep look down at him until he work his way back up to my body and then i just keep kiss him and that i just would stop and he try go back down and this time he was stay down there the hole time like i did to him but i just did really want that it to happen but i wonder all the time how it would feel so i just let him do it and that when i was just tell my self and that i just look at the ruff and i just tell my self all this and that the hole time we did ever thing and when Tristen had ask me if i