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i met Taylor and we went to the mall and that when we hang out try on some close and that she ask if i was date anyone and i say yea but we were are at a tuff time right now and that when she say that i could talk to her about it and that when i say don't want to and that it just happen before i came down here and that why i see my father is to get a brake and that i just need space and that when Noah send me a text as we were hang out and when she ask who was text me and that was it my father and i say no not my dad and that when she say then who i just say a friend and i did want her to know it was my xboyfriend  because if i did then i new that she was gone not stop bring it up and that i just new that need to think about ever thing and that i met what i say that how i love Tristen and Noah but then Noah check on me and the when i though it was Noah when really it was Tristen just used his phone so i just say good night and good by Tristen and he say oh and Noah ask what happen and he told him how i new it was him and that i say good by when i found out that it was him not Noah and that i just know that i can do this with Tristen if that he wont give me my space and he keep push him self and that i just know that i want brake all contact with the guys and i text Taylor to tell the guys that i don't want anything from them and that i act not text you guy at all because i don't want Tristen to be doing what he did with Noah and that what i say so i just leave at that so i text you and Katie when i am back so and that it most like be after brake so that what i say and that it and tell ever on and that good by until i get back so and that i just will let you know if anything change and don't tell the guy and make should that part don't get back to Tristen so that all far well Katie and Taylor so that what say so when i stop text then i when back to hang with Taylor and that when i just found out that she was actly going on a date with her and my father with guy which i don't know so that what i say that because she was have me get my hair down and makeup and nails ever thing done and that they put me hi heels and dress that they had so i just like why and that when she told me about the date and that when i ask why and that because her best friend ask put use togather and i say why did my father tell me and she say that give reason for use to do the hole girls out and that when i was okay and i say then who is he and she say that its her friend son and that his name was Tommy and that she though the best part that i like was that he was in a band and that he gone go on tore soon and that he had see me and that he ask his mom to set you up with him so please do this and i say alright then she say that i would like him because he is a good look guy and that i would like him and that i tell the truth that i would date him for his looks and that when i say no i would and that when the lady's that were help me put me in a low cut dress and hi heels so they look at her and say would that be cutie nuff and that when she say perfect and i say are you try make me look sexy and she say yeah i ask why and Taylor say that because she want this to end with use make out or have sex and that when she say i tell you the truth and that ask for the truth and i say thing after she hit me with that and that when i just like okay then and that when i got home and i had a cot over my a fit and my father say what you where to the date and i say you set this all up so you have to wait until the date and he like alright then and i just like so and wish was in a hour and that i when to the bathroom and look at my self and when to the bathroom and when i was down i wash my hands and that when i had just take the cot off and look at my self and i say in the merid that i look like a slut and that and then by that time ever one was ready and i head out and i put the cot back on and i say ready and that when they were like yea and then we head out because the time was change and that when me and my father got the drinks and that when Taylor when to the table and that when Tommy was there and  she text me to take my cot off and i say why show Tommy and i say OK and that when i ask father to get someone to take my cot and he did and i taken it off and gave it to the girl and that when i text her what he think and she say he shock because his mouth dry and drop it and i grab my class and me and father walk to the table and i walk up and ask can you slide so i can sit please and that when he look up and say Ok and he lick his lips and when i had just sat down and that when i just know that things were happen but i just don't know what and that i just need to wait and just see so but that i tell my self but it is not work at times because i feel that i need to know but at the same time i just know that i want let things go and wait and see i think that all i can do and that i know it so that and just hear about him though Taylor he good guy like she say but what is it that make me it seam that some where he leave some out and that i just know that i can not take that and that if she was gone give a little back ground she should of tell little about me and a little about him but again i can not be made at her about it because she is try get to know me her self but you know that i just have to let things go a little more i know that and that i just know that i try not to talk to myself shout out and that hard because i not by my self and that i just don't feel right so i just gone see where things go and that i just don't know what to do because i did hear a word he was say because i talk to myself and that feel suck huh what do i do about things and what i just know that things mite be good for me and that what i just know that i set something to do and that i just want think about how i can just really have feelings for Tommy and that what i just say it