𝕊𝕠𝕞𝕒 𝕆𝕟𝕖 𝕊𝕙𝕠𝕥𝕤

You Gave Up On Me

"You haven't been yourself, lately." Soul Evans spoke in a quiet tone. He sat on the girl's bed next to her, "What's going on?"

Silence. Silence just for a few seconds. Maka's hair shadowed her eyes in a negative way. She sat calmly on her bed, now daring to look at him.

"Always.."

Soul's pearl white eye brow raised on his face. He looked at the girl beside him, filled with contained rage and upsetness.

"That's what we were suppose to have.." her head slowly rose up to look at the boy next to her. Those eyes of hers were the lightest shade of green.

"I said that I loved you..." Maka continued on. Her attention went from her hands and back at him, "And oh god, I wanted you so bad.." the room slowly became silent.

It stayed silent for a good moment, but the friction became real again, "But you gave up on us."

Ruby met emerald. His eyes locked onto hers, full with rage and misbelief, "I-I gave up on us?"

"YES!" the meister shouted back for a response.

"That's great! You wanna talk truth?! Let's tell the truth!" Soul removed himself from the bed and stood in front of the girl, "YOU.. gave up on ME!"

His fists balled up, the paper white hair of his shadowing her anger filled eyes, "You just didn't care.."

"YOU SAID I WAS GREAT!" Maka rose up from her bed, looking up at her teenage friend standing above her, "YOU SAID I COULD BE GREAT! YOU SAID WE WERE DESTINED TO BE TOGETHER! YOU SAID IT TO THE WORLD! YOU SAID IT TO ME! AND I WISH YOU NEVER HAD BECAUSE YOU DID NOT MEAN ANY OF IT!"

A sniffle came from her after her outburst. Maka looked away from him and wiped the stinging tears away while her face remained pink and warm from frustration and sadness.

"I wanted to apologize.." a muffled noise came from him. His head lifted up while his hair moved away from his menacing eyes.

"Good." was her simple response, a few more tears escaping her eyes.

"Let me finish, I said I wanted to. But then I realized.. I'm not sorry." Soul eyed the heartbroken girl below him.

"And you expect me to be okay with that?" Maka painfully said.  She looked rather angered than upset.

"Didn't say you were suppose to be okay with that, I just said that I'm not sorry."

The scythe lowered his head, "You know what I really am?" silence remained for a hurtful moment, "Selfish."

"Cause I make bad choices that hurt you. .  because THAT'S who I am, and I'm not gonna change. And there's no apology in the world that incompuses all the reasons that I'm wrong!" Soul felt his body slowly untense.

"Fine.. then I'm not sorry either..." the meister commented.

"I'm not sorry.. that I've met you. I'm not sorry that knowing you has made me question EVERYTHING.."

A loud exhale came from Maka. Her baggy eyes looked up, then down.

"You've been.. a terrible person.."

"You made all the wrong choices and all of the choices that I've made, this will prove to be the worse one, but I'm not sorry that I'm in love with you."