Ethan and I were at the hospital. My mother needed to go in for testing for her hopefully kidney transplant. He drove me and my mother a full hour to make sure I'll be okay, while she was getting tested. Ethan had spent the night with me, so we'll be able to get up early. The appointment was at 10 am but since it was an hour away we got up at 8 to be able to come here on time.
"Dont worry liza I'm sure your moms going to be just right and you'll be able to give her a second life." Ethan said snapping me from my thoughts, I stared blankly at the window him and I were sitting by. I felt his cold icey hand touched my bare shoulder, that was exposed from my shoulder off crop top.
I turned around to look at him. "Its just we've been waiting for this for over 4 years already. I just want my mother to be alright. I mean you more then anyone knows how I'm feeling." I broke the cold silence. He nodded and lifted my chin. "Its okay I didnt expect this to be easy on you, and yeah I guess I would feel the same way as you if my father had to come here." Ethan told me while I left out a small sigh and cup his right cheek caressing his cheek with my thumb. "I know babe. just know when you need someone to let your feelings out to I'm here." I smiled and told him as he held my hand with his soft, warm hand to his face.
"I know you are, and I will never regret meeting you because you have made life a little easier, and gave me a different view of life." He said, giving me a small smile. I nodded and brought my face closer to his and pecked his lips softly. Every kiss was filled with a tint of warmth and pleasure. He caught me off by surprise when his hand traveled down my back. Ethan wasn't always the time to be caressing my body in public. Only when we would be alone in my room, his mother would always have us leave the door opened. Which was cute and I get it I would do that as well if I had kids. Ethan would sometimes disobey, but we would have a mini make out.
I pulled away from his now swollen lips. Ethan just stared at me as I got up, "well that was fun but I feel uncomfortable as there's a little boy in front of us who just saw us kissing." he just chuckled and got up as well grabbing his phone from the arm rest. "Well I'll be right back I'm going to go get my charger from the truck, I'll be right back." He told me as he kissed the side of my head. I nodded and smiled. "Im going to go to the cafe go get a coffee, I've been up since 5 am since I wasn't able to sleep. But meet me down there when you come back please Eth?" I asked him ad he smiled and nodded. "Yah of course., later when we get home I'll make it up to you" he said into my ear sending shivers down my spine.
"i love the sound of the grant." I said back to him kissing his cheek.
After a while Ethan walked in the cafe. Looking around I chuckle as I noticed he was trying to find me, I then waved and he noticed walking to the table I was sitting at. My poor baby does a lot of me, I couldnt of asked for anyone else. Or better, because no matter what no ones going to ever be above him. Almost 3 years of being together and we've managed to stay loyal and in touch, unlike many others. Even when his out in LA and I stay back in jersey.
"Guess who?" He said as he covered my eyes with his hands. I chuckled as I touched them. "Hmm sorry I'm dumb I don't know how to guess" I said as he took his hands off of my eyes and sat next to me. "your favorite and only boyfriend." He said as I placed my hand on his thigh and laid my head on his shoulder.
"My only love of my life, besides food." I chuckle as he kisses my head. "Why werent you able to sleep last night?" He asked as I shrugged. "I dont know I usually sleep nicely when I sleep with you in your arms. And bare chest, or after soft pleasureable sex"
"I know that would usually put both of us to sleep, but we didn't have sex last night. So what's up?" He said. I sighed and looked up at him. "pressured. I don't know I felt like that lately." I said as with each blink my eyes got heavier. "I know what you mean that's how gray and I sometimes end up feeling after videos we post." he confessed to me.
I had my eyes closed, like I heard what he was saying but my tiredness got the best of me. Ethan looked over me and chuckled and placed a small kiss against my lips. "I love you princess." He said. "I love you too." I said making it sound more like a mumble. I soon managed to fall asleep after the longest sleepless night.
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Sorry for not updating.
