Beily and I were texting till really late, it started off by me asking her if she was still upset at me, it Than escalated to me telling her that I like her, you might be wondering why I asked if she was upset, well it's because while I was with this girl named Elizabeth. I gave her my Snapchat, so she could hack it to send streaks when I'm not able to, after I gave it to her, I didn't think much of it until the day we broke up, I had some feeling to check my blocks list.
When I did Beily was one of the many, Elizabeth had blocked, I went to go text one of her friends to give me her Snapchat, and when she did luckily she would save our text messages and when I come to find that Elizabeth texted her a bunch of crap talking as if she was me. And that's why her and I aren't talking the way we use to.
Because her and I had crushes on each other earlier in the year but never came to tell each other until I was already with the young girl. What about now? Oh I'm the one single and her in a relationship with some person that doesn't deserve her, not saying that I do. Because I kinda emotionally cheat on people. But I would never do that to her, because even though I don't have the balls to tell her I really really love her.
After last night of texting and me being cheesy, I can get her out of my mind, she's special. But hopefully I have the balls to say or do something on Friday at the bonfire Grayson and I are having going on. Who knows...maybe I'll just sit here patiently waiting for my chance with her.
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Sorry this is so short, um...Ethan is supposed to be me, because it's what is going on in my life currently. 😤😅 anyways peace ✌🏻
