promises • alycia debnam-carey ¹

IRL - Forty Seven

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@DebnamCarey: I have to say something which is very hard for me, and I hope you can all accept it and accept me.

@DebnamCarey: I'm doing this for you.

@DebnamCarey: I'm bisexual.

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Alycia lets out a sigh as she signs off her Twitter. She can already imagine the angry phone calls and text messages she is going to receive from her mother, but right now she doesn't care. If this is the risk she has to take to win Alana back then she's going to do it. Her phone starts ringing but it's not her mother like she expected it to be, it is Alana.

"Hey, what's wrong?" Alycia instantly asks after she answers.

"Hey-What? Nothing's wrong. I saw your tweet and just wanted to tell you I'm proud of you. You know, with finishing The 100, being on Fear and now coming out. It must be a lot for you" Alana tells her.

Alycia can't help the sob that escapes her mouth, thinking about how badly she messed this whole relationship up. "I never meant to hurt you" Alycia cries, breathing hard. Her hands start shaking as she slowly falls to the ground, a sobbing mess.

Alana immediately gets up from her bed and grabs her car keys, walking downstairs. Kelsey is currently over, which was awkward at first, even Chloe pointed out on the sexual tension between them. She quickly tells the two girls she is leaving and runs to her car.

"Hey, Alycia...It's okay. Just breathe I'll be there soon"

Alycia nods even though Alana can't see her, "Okay"

Alana stays on the phone with Alycia until she reaches her house. Once she gets there she lets herself inside, hanging up the phone, and going straight for Alycia's room where she finds the girl leaning against the wall on the bedroom floor.

Alana drops to the ground and Alycia instantly pulls her towards her, burying her head in her hair. "H-How don't you h-hate me?" Alycia mumbles, slightly pulling away but leaving her arms around Alana's neck.

"I could never hate you"

As soon as the words leave her mouth Alycia grabs her face, smashing their lips together. She pulls Alana so she's straddling her and Alana puts her hands on the wall either side of Alycia's head. The butterfly feeling erupts in Alana's stomach as she feels nothing but happiness. Kissing Alycia is different to kissing Kelsey, or any girl for that matter.

She only gets sparks from kissing Alycia. She only gets butterflies from kissing Alycia. She only gets happiness from kissing Alycia. She only feels complete when kissing Alycia.

Before the kiss can escalate, Alana pulls away. The two girls are very vulnerable at the moment, and she doesn't want to take advantage of Alycia. Alana stands up before helping Alycia stand up.

"I'm going to go for a shower" Alycia starts, leaning closer to Alana, "You can join if you want" She whispers in her ear.

Alana isn't sure if Alycia is being serious but her question is soon answered when Alycia grabs her hand and leads her towards the bathroom. Alycia closes the door, pushing Alana against it, before locking it. She starts to strip off her clothes causing Alana to blush and look away.

Alycia softly kisses Alana as Alana's hands move over Alycia's bare body. Her fingers run over her boobs and stop at her hips, causing Alycia to shiver from the cold touch. Alycia helps Alana pull off her top before unzipping her jeans for her. Her eyes wondering over her body which makes Alana feel insecure.

"Hey...You're beautiful" Alycia mumbles, pecking her lips.

Alycia grins before turning around and turning the shower on, trying to adjust the water while Alana ties her hair in a messy bun before slipping off her undergarments. Alana joins Alycia in the shower, the hot water running down her body causing her to shiver from the contact at first.

"Are you okay now?" Alana asks as she tries to watch Alycia while she washes herself.

"Yes, now that you're here"

Alana smiles to herself slightly before looking into Alycia's forest green eyes. She quickly moves forward and crashes her lips onto Alycia's, catching her by surprise. Alycia grips onto Alana's waist to stop her from slipping as their bare bodies touch. Alana moves down to Alycia's neck, most likely leaving a mark, causing Alycia to let out a soft moan, the other girl smirking to herself.

As much as they both wanted to continue, they knew they had to wait so eventually they pulled away and Alycia stepped out of the shower, letting Alana stay to wash herself. Alycia dresses herself and quickly brushes her teeth before putting herself into bed to wait for Alana.

When the brunette girl finally joins her, she wraps her arms around her waist and puts her head on her chest. Alana starts playing with Alycia's hair which slowly sends her into a peaceful sleep.