Zane texted away on his phone he had been dating this really great guy long distance for a while he felt so happy it was hard to find good men but it felt like he found the one his heart was filled with joy even though he's mind was mostly stressed every second that went by with them texting felt like there was hope in his dull world he forgave the other for lieing about alot of things just because he loved him so much a thought came to his mind one day how would he handle his relationship if his partner was trans and wanted to be a female he loved the man so much he really stressed about if after some texting he said hes been lieing again Zane was scared shittless since they had been talking about what if he was trans and then he turned out to be a she..Zane got catfished by some little girl his world came down he told this person everything about himself the good and especially the bad he had grown so attached but once again he was lied to no matter what he couldn't get away from the lies he had a break down and tried to hang himself in his closet but his dad walked in on it Zane stopped him before he could see but it was to risky to hang himself without being noticed so he swallowed a bunch of sleeping pills he didn't like using because they gave him bad side effects he did it anyway he said his goodbyes to his few friends and sat there crying on his bed once again his father walked in he saw the pills and punched Zane in the stomach so many times he threw up the pills he just cried hes still alive but hates it I just want to die
