BTS 8th member {ON HOLD}

Hate! part 2

5PM

Y/N POV

Since i came home from the gym the boys have been quiet. What if they found out!? I hope not. "Y/N! You have to change and then we will do your hair and makeup." One of the staff unnies says "OK, unnie." " Here is you clothes." "Thanks, unnie. I will be back." I say as i run to change. 

Todays outfit:

After changing the unnies started doing my hair and makeup.

Hair:

Makeup:

Then i was ready for the interview. I went to V and Jungkook hyung who were done with their Makeup and hair. "Hyungs, do i look fat?" i ask"Why are you asking, ofc you aren't fat." V hyung says"did something happen Y/N?" Jungkook hyung ask. "No no hyungs its nothing i was just wondering." "Are you sure you dont want to tell us something?" V hyung ask "ofc, not" i say. "ok then" Jungkook hyung says.  I really want to tell them but i dont want them to worry about me. I sit down and play games on my phone while waiting for the others.

8PM THE INTERVIEW

"So here we are with BTS who just come with their new album named Wings!" the interviewer says. "Hello, we are BTS!" we say "Can you guys introduce yourself?" she says. "Ofc, I am rapmonster, nice to meet you." Rapmon hyung says. "Hi, i am your hope, i am you angel Jhope!" Jhope hyung says that makes the other chuckle a bit. " Hi i am Jimin, nice to meet you." Jimin hyung says. "Hi, V" V hyung says while doing his signature pose. "Hello, I am mr. worldwide handsome." Jin hyung says. "Hello, its Suga" Suga hyung says. "Hi i am Jungkook, i am done." Then it was me. "Hello i am Y/N, nice to meet you." i say as i wave to the camera. "So, how does it feel to have given out Wings?" She ask " It is an honour, it was hard but thanks to our fans we did it, Our ARMYs are always there for us so we are honoured." Rapmon hyung says. "Y/N you have been criticized to being fat and that you voice dosent fit in anymore, in my opinion i think you should leave BTS, like you are the only girl to." she says. Me and the boys were shocked and i got teary eyes. " Excuse me, i have to go." I say as i stand up and run away. i can hear the boys shouting my name but i dont care. I run to my moms grave and cry. "Why did you leave me mom! I need you. i need you so i can tell you everything!" I stand up, wipe my eyes and go to my own house. I always come here if i want to be alone or write lyrics. The scent of my mom welcomes me and i walk to my room. I go to the drawer and take out my blade.

Yoongi POV 

After Y/N ran, i went to the Interviewer. " Did you have to do that! What do you think of yourself, you can just go and tell her that she is fat and that she should leave!" I really want to punch her but  can't since she is a girl. Aghhhhh!! I am so frustrated. "where can she be!" I say frustrated " Calm down hyung. we will find her." Jhope says " Ok, so V, Jimin And jhope you guys to to the dorms to check if she's there. While I, Suga, Rapmon, and Jungkook, goes to her favourite place. Ok?" Jin hyung says "Ok" I say as we run to her favourite place, her mom's grave. She always comes here when she's upset and likes being here because she feel that her mom is there with her and can comfort her. When we arrived no one was there. We shouted her name and then called V . "she isn't here. Is she in the dorms?" I ask " No, she isn't here either." V says. And then it hit me, the only place she would have gone is her house. " I think I know where she is." I say " I will send you the address."

Y/N POV

I sat in the bathtub filled with water and saw the blood mixing itself with the water.  Whenever I was feeling down or depressed I would always cut myself. I took the blade up again and cut on my wrist deep but not so deep that I could loose so much blood that I die. I doesn't hurt I can't feel any pain. I stand up with wet clothes and stand in ront of the mirror in the bathroom. "I really am fat. She was right i should leave Bangtan they will be better without me." I say to myself while crying. I let the tears that i have held flow. After being a crying mess i herd some footsteps and some voices only to belong to the boys. I quickly lock the door. "Y/N ah! Where are you!" The voice belonged to Suga hyung. " guys lets go our own way." He say. Then i heard some footsteps coming closer and trying to open the door. "Y/N ah i know you are here! Open the door." Suga hyung Says. " If you don't i swear to god i will break it!" I was quiet. it was a dead silence until the door broke. " Y/N ah what have you done!?" Suga hyung comes to me and hugs me. "Guys she's here!" Suga hyung say. "Why didn't you tell us?" he asked worried while looking straight in my eyes. "I-i was scared and-"

JHope POV

When we heard Suga hyung saying that he found her we went to them only to see a sleeping Y/N.  "What happened to my BABY!!" Jin hyung shouts. "She blacked out." Suga hyung says " She must have fainted because of the blood she lost." Rapmon says " Can you guys stop talking and call the ambulance SO WE CAN SAVE MY PRECIUS BABY!!" Jin shouts once again " OK, ok Mom i am on it." Jungkook says while he calls an ambulance. Suga hyung carries her down stairs and then i put some bandage to stop the blood. 

Y/N POV AT THE HOSPITAL

I woke up only to see V hyung staring at me. "Guys she is AWAKE!" V hyung says " MY BABY DIDNT    DIE!!! THANK YOU OUR LORD!" Jin hyung says as he hugged me tight. " I can't breathe" I try to say. "Y/N you scared us." Jimin hyung says trying to hug me. "dont you dare touch her!! OK!" Jin says "Chill" Jimin hyung says. " Why didn't you tell us about the hate comments." Suga Hyung asked. " I didn't want to worry you guys." I say while looking down. "But you did." Suga hyung says "sorry? But seriously am i fat?" i ask "HOW MANY TIMES HAVE WE SAID NO YOU ARE NOT FAT!!" They shout. "ok, ok. But what about-" "NO YOUR VOICE IS ALSO PEFECT!" "Jesus ok, no need to shout." I say. " But promise you will never cut yourself and if something bothers you then you tell us." Rapmon says.  " OK, i promise but when can i leave?" I ask. " the doctor said that you can leave now so lets go." Jungkook says. Jimin helps me get down from the bed.

AT THE DORM

When we arrived home, Jin hyung went to the kitchen. " I am going to make dinner so i will call you when its done!" "I am gonna sleep." And then Suga hyung fell on the couch. "You know Y/N you actually look fat." V says "YAH!!" i say as i run after them while throwing my slippers at him. 

Thanks for reading  and tell in the comment who you ship the most.(PS. I ship Y/N and Suga)💖🔥