BTS 8th member {ON HOLD}

/Sorry/

 "Y/N! come on!"  

i opened my eyes tired from yesterday and met J-hope's face. 

"Sorry hyung." i say as i stand up. Then we start dancing. i have been dancing this dance for like forever but i am still failing.

"Come on Y/N, one more time." J-hope says with a smile. "you can do it."

"ok" i say. 

20 MIN LATER

After dancing for straight 20 min i still fail. i sit down and drink water. When PD him comes. 

"All of you have to dance this together before the performance next week, Ok?" PD him says

"Yes" 

Then we all stand in our positions and start everything goes well until i am going to have my solo move. 

"Y/N what are you doing?" RM says "We have a performance next week, focus" 

"Yes hyung" i say as i look down.  We start dancing again and again and the same thing happens.  i sit down and drink water when Namjoon hyung comes to me. 

"Y/N what do you think you are doing?" Namjoon hyung says. "what happened." 

i look down, open my mouth but.

"She is going to say that she had school work." Jimin hyung says 

"I-" 

"We don't want to hear anything, we would be better without you." Namjoon hyung says and leaves with the others. I silently sit down and tears and streaming down my cheeks, i quickly wipe them away. I stand up and go to my and Jungkooks room.  i come inside and see Jungkook sitting on his bed with his phone.

I go inside the bathroom, take a bath and change to some comfortable clothes. Then i went outside to my drawer and took my phone and went towards the door.

"Where are you going?" Jungkook hyung ask coldly.

"Somewhere, why do you care?" i say back "You guys said that you would be better of without me." i say as tears are streaming down my cheeks. I wipe them and run out of the dorm.

I run to a club. i go inside and take a vodka. This is actually my second time and the boys dont know it.  I sit there and talk to the bartender. 

4 HOURS LATER~

After four hours the time is 6PM.

"Sorry Mark i have to go." i say to the bartender.

"its okay." he says

"Bye" I say as I run back to the dorms

When I am on the streets I get a weird feeling in my stomach. Aish how am I gonna face the boys! This is going to be awkward. When I arrive I see the boys being playful but when they notice me they stop doing everything and get quite. Their eyes are on me. 

"Where were you?" RM Hyung asks coldly. I look at him with an blank face.

"RM don't be cold to her." Jin Hyung says. 

"No it's okay, but why would you care." I say. "Weren't you the one who said that you guys would be better without me!" I shout then I feel a sting on my left cheek. RM slapped me. 

"Wha-" I say as my tears flow. I wipe them I run to my room and lock the door. I sit on the bed and cry. " why? Why would he slap me?" I say to myself as tears falls.

JIN POV

I was making food when I noticed Y/N coming inside. Where have she been. 

"Where were you?" RM says coldly. I sigh and say.

"RM don't be cold to her." She look at us with a blank face then she spoke.

" No it's okay, but why would you care." I can see her eyes tearing up. Aish I hate seeing her like this. " Wherent you the one who said that you guys would be better without me!" She shout. 

The next thing we see is RM slapping Y/N. She hold her left cheek. 

"Wha-" Her tears begin to flow and the runs to somewhere. 

" HOW COULD YOU!!" Suga shouts at RM trying to punch him. Before he could do anything Jungkook and Jimin hold him. "LET ME GO, WHY DID YOU SLAP HER YOU MOTHERFUCKING HOE!!" Suga shouts.

"Nothing will happen if you swear Suga." I say. "But RM I am really disappointed with you being a leader. Aren't you gonna be the one supporting us?" I say as my tears also begin to fall. I go from there and head to Y/N and Jungkooks room. 

"Y/N. Please open the door it's Jin Oppa." I say. Seriously it feels weird to say Jin oppa but I don't care right now my baby needs me. 

"Y/N" i say when I realize the door is locked. I go downstairs.

"Jungkook, do you have an extra key for your room?" 

"Yes, has Y/N locked herself?" 

"Yeah" I say. Then Jungkook go to the kitchens highest chelf and take out a key. 

"Thanks Jungkookie." I say. Then I run to Y/Ns room. I open the door and see Y/N sitting on her bed.

Y/N POV

I turned around when I heard the door open.

" I thought I had locked it." I say. 

"Sorry but Jungkook had a spare one, may I come?"  Jin hyung ask. I first hasitate but then finally say.

"Ok." 

Jin hyung comes and sits beside me. I look at the floor and wipe my now dry eyes.

"Do you mind tell me where you went?" He ask.

What will I say. If I tell him I drank vodka. I look at him but no word comes out of my mouth. 

"I- eh went to the club." I say as I look down.

"And why?" Jin hyung asks still calm. 

" I just know a friend there, Mark." I say. 

"I am sorry with Namjoon." Jin hyung says looking sad.

"But why would he slap me?" I ask

"He is frustrated, we have a concert and the schedule is tight." 

"I understand but he could have talked." 

" i know, but I think he didn't know what to do. " he says. I sigh and keep silent. I do understand Namjoon hyung But slapping. 

"Y/N do you want to come down I made your favorite food." He says smiling. I smile back and nod. I then stand up going towards the door I open it and then we go downstairs Suga hyung comes rushing to me.

"Is my baby ok?." He says touching my cheek. 

"Yeah I am fine." Then I see Namjoon hyung looking sad.

"Apologize to our baby." V hyung says.

Namjoon then come up to me.

"I- I am sorry, I was frustrated and didn't know what to do, you also may hate me but it's okay I will wait." He says while crying.

"Namjoon hyung. It's okay I am fine. How can I be mad at my leader. But did you mean when you wanted me to leave?" I say

"No of course not it just came out of my mouth." He says 

"Then you are forgiven." I say.

"Thank you!" He says and hug me tight. 

" Ehm I think you forgot us." J-hope hyung says. 

Then we have a group hug.

"Now lets eat!" Jimin says. 

A/N: WELL THIS WAS WEIRD~ But hope u lik3d it:^_^