He chose me? ;Kth {HIATUS}

Pt 31

I just followed her as she took my hand and basically dragged me out of the studio, tears kept strolling down my eyes, I didn't nee to seem any weaker than she probably already assumed I was, with my free hand I wiped the tears with the back of my hand.

I was still in my dance clothes as she was already changed back, my dance bag on my back bouncing as we were lightly jogging somewhere. I wasn't in power of my body, so I had just let it be letting her take me to who knows where. Hoping that this could be a way to get my mind off things.

We stop at the mall, and we go inside, I sign, figures... I dont know where else we would go anyways.

"spending money, get's my mind off things"

"I don't really go to the mall"

"It's fine, get some new clothes and spoil yourself"

"You must be poor"

I had said sarcastically, causing her to laugh so hard she started clenching her hands om her stomach.

"If i'm going to be honest, yeah I kind of am, but I have a job thought"

"I mean if you had no job I don't think you would be able to go shopping that often, which i feel you go here quite a lot"

"I swear you know me, without really knowing me"

" I guess you can say i can read people?"

"Cool" 

She dragged us to the first store which was H&M, never  in my life had i really been to H&M normally clothes I would get would be presents, I quite liked clothes but things that I would want would be quite expensive and I always seem to have a lot of clothes so I normally don't bother in buying any. But today was going to be my exception.

as we walked inside of the store, she had let go of me to go to the closest clothing rake and started rummaging through it, I just went a looked through it as well, we kept looking rack after rack and ended up having a pile of clothes in our hands and we had gone into the changing room.

In the end I only wanted to get the pair of army pants as Jennie basically bought two outfits, but luckily it was on the clearance section. But it didn't just stop there we went inside of sports check and that was more my alley I normally like to wear casual clothes but when I feel like it i would something cute. We went inside the store and i had bought a pair of Puma pants and the Puma superstars, and Jennie bought a pink Adidas shirt.

after that I left as if my bank account just dropped $200 feeling guilty in spending so much money. We went and bought bubble tea and I had a gotten Tar, and she had gotten the Honeydew.

Just for a moment I had forgotten what happened a few hours ago, but I torture myself reminding me everything that happened. I only started remembering because I haven't spent this much money in a while and the last time I spent over $200 dollars was for the BTS vip tickets.

A tear fell down as much as I tried to hold it in,

"Oh no, JUST when i thought you forgot..."

"sorry"

"Their is nothing to be sorry about"

I stood quite, the rest of the afternoon we spent was talking to each other and trying to get to know one another, I thought in my head about IU, in a sense I am glad I haven't told her about Taehyung but my heart feels broken and It is my fault I just don't think I can't do that to him putting my struggles onto him I don't need him to worry about me as the time getting to know him I know hes one of those type of people to put other's before himself.  I said in my head 'I'm sorry Taehyung'.