He chose me? ;Kth {HIATUS}

Pt 32

Taehyung's POV

"Taehyung, Get off your phone and come we have to leave and head out for rehearsals"

I stood their staring at my phone feeling my heart pounding faster and faster, tears threatening to fall but I contain it from happening, Jungkook's voice is fuzzy as everything around me started to look blurry, Jungkook had walked into my room and say me on my bed while tears crashing down my eye.

" WHAT THE TELL HAPPENED"

I quickly wipe my tears away, I don't need to talk about it,

"It's nothing let's go"

I brush Jungkook's shoulder and head with the others outside of our home. No one else had questioned me, but eyes luckily hadn't gotten red so they couldn't really notice, when we got inside of the car I put on my headphones to block out the noise of everything around me and I needed this time for thinking or more time to myself. i stare outside the window and avoid contact with everyone, just for now.

I was disrupted by Jungkook as he pulled out one of the earphones.

"You can't just walk out like that Taehyung, Tell me what's wrong"

No one else was paying attention to us as everyone was too busy paying attention to what they had been doing. I just stood silent.

" Your not going to ignore me! You can tell me." Jungkook had sad as he placed his hands on my shoulders to face towards him.

"I don't need you to shut out on me again okay?"

"Maybe it's that i don't want to talk and want to be alone, or at least quite"

"NO, I'm not going to do that, I won't stop till I get to know"

It was too late as we had gotten to bighit entertainment , everyone slowly one by one had gotten out of the van and headed inside as I went ahead Jungkook grabbed me by the arm, RM looked back and looked towards us,

"Are you guys coming"

"Yeah, yeah be there in a minute I promise"

" Okay"

and with that RM just left the both of us outside alone. I Couldn't hold it in any more I went to a ally right beside the bighit entertainment building, Jungkook followed me.

I stop as I face the opposite way from Jungkook, he stood there behind me, the feeling of his contact of his arm on my shoulder made me feel relief, I broke down. Tears once again rushed down my eyes and I just let them fall.

"What's wrong Kim Taehyung" Jungkook had said in a calming voice but I had known he was serious once he had said my full name.

"I-I-I.."

My throat started feeling like it was closing, feeling as if air couldn't escape from my mouth, I kept trying but it was so hard, it felt like I have been choking.

"What is it about? is it about work? "

I nodded my head no,

"Is it because of that girl"

"I-I-I I think tha-t"

I started clearing my voice,

"I think I love her"

" Then what's wrong, something happened didn't it I Gonna find that B-"

"NOO, Please don-'t shes going through her own problems right now.."

" Doesn't mean SHE had to treat you like shit!"

"She is a kind person, I won't give up on her"

"Taehyung..."

"Please support me on my decision"

"I don't want to see you hurt"

"Please"

He sighed guessing of defeat, I took a deep breathe in as I felt like that whole time I my lungs wasn't allowing me too. I wipe off any of the access tears and patted Jungkooks head.

"Let's go in before they ask questions?" I said with a forced smile,

I'm Jungkook would catch onto it but he hadn't said anything back his face was upset but he tapped my shoulder he put his hand over my shoulder as I did the same.

" Let's go"

we walked into the studio as everyone was waiting, we practiced as per usual 10 hours, Tiring and exhausting but I had gotten used to our strenuous dance routines . Dance for a little while had made me think less about it but even thought it will always be in the back of my head. But even though she may had said harsh things I still wonder if she's okay? or if she can adapt? Is it too much for her? 'I could I love you in such a short time.' I laugh at the thought but continued what I had been doing.

In some ways I'm glad Jungkook had come to me and had been there for me, It made me feel just a little more at ease, everyone is all having their own personal problems that sometimes I feel like I can't help with but for him to put the effort into helping with mine really makes me feel grateful that I have them and to be able to call them 'Family'.

After our hard work we had gone out to a restaurant as it has been awhile and we wanted to treat ourselves. I was able to laugh and smile but some of me felt guilty, I wasn't sure on why I should feel guilty but today or just for that moment we were treating ourselves and I need treat myself for the hardwork I always put in. Just for this moment.. Forget.. for one second.. Don't think to much please..

[ Text ]

Taehyung: I'll wait for you, but please don't forget about me.

Taehyung: I love you |

Taehyung: I love|

Taehyung: I l|

You may remember me as the famous V from BTS but don't remember me for that, Always remember the moments we shared, the kisses we exchanged the feelings it made you feel. While you figure yourself out I won't forget those things, but I will not force you to be with me, even if I want you too. I won't be spoiled, Just for you.

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