He chose me? ;Kth {HIATUS}

Pt 35

My heart rate slows down, knowing my body was calming down
I sit up in remembrance that I had forgotten I had told IU I would meet her in the park I instantly go to my phone to apologize to her, hoping she will forgive me.

Y/n: IU I'M SOOO SORRY I COMPLETELY FORGOT. Please let me make it up to you and I will meet you there right now!

IU: I'll be there

Y/n: I'm really am sorry

IU: yeh

I had known she was definitely mad at me, hoping this could save our friendship, even thought it will affect whatever I have with taehyung. I sign as either way is a lose/lose situation. I've known IU since I was a little kid and found about taehyung when I was in grade 5. I knew I had to set things right to I changed into some casual clothes and I started heading to the park.

It wasn't that far from my house so I had walked there thinking about all the good and bad things that could possibly happen as soon as I walk into the park. I had gotten there in no time to see she's already sitting on a bench waiting there for me, I took a deep breathe in before I had walked towards her direction.

when I had gotten up to her, I got scared looking down at my hands that was now shaking. I knew I should do this, for the best. I had already messed up the relationship I had with Taehyung. I just hope while I figure myself, if he finds someone else that that's how it was going to be. 

I saw as she looked into my eyes with such a stern look, much intimidating and my heart was pounding. I sat myself down beside her, only to look at the ground. I was feeling ashamed for not only keeping a secret from her but also Neglecting her. 

with a deep and steady breath I was going to speak,

"I-i'm sorry, i'm sorry for not telling you anything, for keeping secrets, for neglecting you. There is a lot of things I've been wanting to tell you, but I had kept it to myself being selfish. we've been there for each other all the time but I thought this secret was something I had to keep".

She didn't say anything , I couldn't see her face I hadn't wanted too, I continued speaking " Please what I say you promise me it will stay between us?"

I looked at her for a quick second to see her nodding her head, I look around us before I continue, "That day we went to the concert, Taehyung didn't only just take a picture he gave me his phone number. and from there things escalated, we hung out quite a bit until we went on a date, he stole my first kiss, and then when we had became trainee's I was stressed and was unrash and I took it out on him, and now I think I lost him, and it's all my fault." tears started escaping my eyes, "Heh, yeah... Why won't it stop" I try to wipe all the tears away but it kept coming.

I think she was trying to process everything I had just thrown at her, As when I looked at her eyes, looked lost trying to process everything.

"So you couldn't tell me this why, You let a boy become before us? I'm still not understanding this very clearly." She looked at me with the face of confusion.

"Yes, I'm sorry about that, that shouldn't ever become before our friendship but I wasn't so sure about paparazzi and all"
"You could of texted me"
"I wasn't thinking, and I think it's over now, so there isn't any use" I continued crying, why was I so weak crying and crying. 

"Please stop, I hate when I see you cry" I see her face as tears start falling from her cheeks.
"I'm s-orry" My voice cracked.
"Does this mean I get my best friend back?"
"Yes"

We had embraced each other as I hugged her tighter not wanting to let go. Before talking again I had cleared my throat and had wiped off excess tears.

"So, how has it been with you?"
"The entertainment company can be rough, but I'm managing"
"You seem like your doing better than me."
"Why? What happened with you?"
"I wasn't coping as good as you probably were, I've been called fresh meat as soon as I walked into the dance studio on my first day, the only highlight was that I made two friends... One of them is the one who had called me the fresh meat" I said being able to laugh

"That's really good to hear, that you made friends of course"
"Don't worry, You'll always be my only best friend"
"That's good to hear!"

Then with that we had walked around the park and ate lunch together, hanging out like old times. She was able to make me feel comfortable after times of stress, I was very happy to have someone like her.

"You know, you should really meet them there funny and very nice"
"Yeah, sure I don't know why not!"
"Their names are Jennie and Jackson, I don't think you'll like Jackson" I started Laughing hard.

"Why?" I could help but to continue laughing.

I was happy,