I'm sorry,
I'm sorry that I can't be myself.
I'm sorry that sometimes I'm different...
That I've changed....
And I'm not who I used to be...
I've been thinking...
Maybe I need help...
But I don't want it.
I just want to be with you, even if it hurts.
And I can't loose you because you're the only thing keeping me alive...
I'm not fine, I'm suffering...
And I need time to get over it...
I've made bad decisions,
I'm trying to stop them...
Even if they can kill me,
I don't want to die.
I just want to be free from this...
Free from all these emotions
And all these things holding me back.
Holding me back from being...
Me...
I promise the old me is still here,
She's just lost...
And trying to find her way back...
I hope one day she will...
Because the new me seams to hurt you...
I'm sorry
I love you
...
YOU ARE READING
Poems...and stories...
PoetryEver feel lost, Hurt, Depressed and even alone? These are my thoughts, and my emotions. Suicide...Self-harm...depression and anxiety. (May be triggering)
