"Okay so...I like him...."
"What! Omg I ship it!"
Of course she ships it, even if she'll be the one with him.
"Thanks"
...
I've never been so sad in my life, life? Life.
Why? Because of course you chose her.
You chose her because she's pretty,
Because she's small,
And smart.
What the hell am I?
Oh yeah...The friend?
Of course because I'm always put in the fucking friend zone.
Because I'm fat, ugly, stupid, unworthy?
Look,
I love you.
So much...
More than anything!
You make my heart beat fast...
You make my skin lighten...
You make me smile...
Feel butterflies in my stomach...
You make me feel happy,
You make me feel important and listened to.
With you by my side I can say anything and have no fears...
But without you?
I'm not myself,
My heart feels like it has a whole in it...
My smile turns into a frown...
I'm incomplete .
When I saw you holding her hands, my best friends hands.
And kiss her passionately,
My heart stopped.
How could you guys do that to me?
People ask why I drug myself,
Why I cut myself,
Why I'm always sad and
Why I've changed.
And you know why?
Because of you.
YOU ARE READING
Poems...and stories...
PoetryEver feel lost, Hurt, Depressed and even alone? These are my thoughts, and my emotions. Suicide...Self-harm...depression and anxiety. (May be triggering)
