Why do I always feel empty inside...
I always want to cut myself,
I always want to cry...
And to die.
I can't help it, maybe it seams like nothing but for me it's everything.
That stupid voice inside my head, it's me...
I'm the one doing this to myself
And I can't stop.
Everyone tells me to stop.
I can't just stop it's hard...
No one ever seams to understand me do they?
It's my fault anyways.
I'm like this because of me, only me.
I'm preventing myself from being happy again.
Now no one trusts me,
My parents don't trust me alone...
I'm being watched and questioned when no one cared before.
Things are getting better, then all of a sudden go back down and I need to get up again...
I'm tired of going through this,
I just want to end my pain.
I want to smile like I used to,
Laugh like I used to
And be who I used to...
Even if everything just seams so impossible.
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(Very random, I started it a few days ago and well I didn't know how to finish it.)
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Poems...and stories...
PoetryEver feel lost, Hurt, Depressed and even alone? These are my thoughts, and my emotions. Suicide...Self-harm...depression and anxiety. (May be triggering)
