no more words, no more lies.
no longer will i allow to break my heart.
i must learn to let it die
before you finish tearing me apart.
everything that i never was,
was all i ever really wanted you to be.
but my heart will break, and break it does
as you fade from me slowly.
i'm stupid for thinking that you
ever really meant anything you said.
all your words were never true,
but i was the fool who loved with her head.
my heart was too far in it,
and you never really cared.
but i could've dodged the hit;
i could've been spared.
i need to let you go,
for if i don't, i will bleed.
our "love" will never be so
because you never loved me.
killing me you are,
and i'm afraid it's too late.
my heart is too scarred,
and death remains my fate.
so regretful, i will take the blade.
you can watch my pretty blood.
i will love you with the heart i made,
just like you never could.
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WRITTEN BECAUSE OF MY UNCONTROLLABLE EMOTIONS AND DETRIMENTAL SADNESS. I HOPE YOU'RE HAPPY, LOVE, AND I HOPE YOU ARE PROUD OF WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TO ME. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU, EVEN IF THAT MAKES ME STUPID.
love, lani
