amor - a collection of intimate poetry

insecure

March 19th, 2018
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i get insecure
so insecure
when i think
about it
about you
about them

i try to remember us
our moments
when we touch
but my mind
can't help but wander
and wonder
if i'm special
or if you intend to make me
temporary

and how many others
have you held like me
cuddled like me
kissed like me
fucked like me

but i try
i try
to push it aside
because i'm yours
right?
at least for now
for as long as you'll have me

and you like me
right?
but do you think about me
the way i think about you
do you crave me
the way i crave you
do you like me
the way i like you
cry for me
the way i cry for you

i get insecure
when i think
about it
because i think
i know the answer
and i'm not happy with it

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