Imagine (completed)

Imagine

Saturday

Thursday was.... A mess. Anyway, I managed to find out that Tyler likes Kay! Earlier today we went shopping at the mall and I told them. She was so happy. Since I can't see, they pick out cute stuff and explain what it is. They help me try it on and tell me if it looks good or not. Usually I don't buy stuff though....

My mom still hasn't come back after Thursday. She left the house and its kind of starting to worry me. Who knew I would care. Anyway, rent is almost overdo.... Yet again, I have to pay. I only work as a part time singer at a cafe. Then I also work part time on a boring radio station.... They don't pay THAT much. Speaking of that, Joseph is picking me up to go to the radio station right now...

.xx Ellie

Sunday

I had to write the next day! Something came over Joseph yesterday... I don't know what....

"hey, El!" he exclaimed opening the door for me.

"hey, thanks for driving me. Usually I walk, though."

"no problem. So, I never asked you, but how did you meet Dash?" he asked with curiosity.

I bit my lip not wanting to explain....

"no, it's ok. You don't want to talk about it." he said with understanding.

The rest of the way, we rode in silence.

Finally, I asked "how did you meet Dash?"

"I used to date cash's ex best friend. Me and that girl broke up because cash and I were really good friends and she thought something was going on. Cash introduced me to Dash and Caleb. I introduced them to kay. We kind of became this little group. Then, a new kid came which was Tyler. He came into our group. Then you came and now we're all like family." he smiled.

After he dropped me off, I did my job and Joseph came back to pick me up.

"hey again" I cheered.

"sup." he replied. The whole way back we just jammed out to music.

Opened my car door I got out and we walked to my front door. I felt him coming closer.

"I'm sorry if I led you wrong, but I'm not really looking for a relationship." I nervously said.

He grabbed my arm. "but I am."

"let go of me!" I forcefully said.

He finally let go and said "I'm sorry.... Let's just, forget this happened.... Bye." he drove away as I stepped into my house and let out a small breath I didn't know I was holding in. I hoped it didn't get awkward... We'll see later.... Bye, for now.

.xx Ellie

Wednesday

In the end, it didnt become awkward with Joseph, thank gosh. Nothing really happened on Monday.... People used to make fun of me all the time, but after I got my friends, the kind of stopped.... Except yesterday.

I have math with Dash. Mr. Hawlthy, the math teacher wrote an equation on the board.

"Becky, can you tell me the answer and how you got there?" he asked.

"yes, but I'm sure Ellie can answer it. Why don't you read it for us? Blind, ugly, pig. That b*tch is blind and stupid." she stood up while saying it.

I ran out of the room hearing dash saying "shut up, your just a jealous girl with no respect. I ran in the janitors closet crying with no tears. I heard dash come in and comfort me. "you want to bail school and just do something fun?"

"yeah, um sorry about that though...." I awkwardly said standing up. After that he took me laser tagging and then he came to my house where we chilled in my room watching harry potter until the rest of the gang came home.

Later today, I'm going to go with Dash and Caleb to Dash's parent's lake house until Sunday morning. It's going to be so much fun! Ciao for now!

.xx Ellie

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I think I'm going to do either Caleb or Dash's diary entry for the lake next.... So ya :) VOMMAN! :D

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