Imagine (completed)

Imagine

Hey I'm SOOOOOO SRRY! I kind of wanted a little break... I guess I'll start it nxt week with the red thread.... Srry guys :( also this is kind of short-ish sorry again... I'll post tomorrow most likely :) PLZZZZZZ READ A/N NOTE AT THE END! Thnx :)

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Hi. I won't put a date.... You don't need it. This is my last entry. Yes, I know you're like what the hell? But we all know I'm going to die.... Im sorry for all the wrong I have done. I haven't told you my whole past. I don't want pity.... Here is everything. The truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth....

When I was only 13, my adopted parents died in a fire.... In our house. Luckily I stayed with a friend that night or I would have been already deceased.... After that happened I was sent to a camp for mental kids. I wasn't mental, I just didn't talk. I chose not to. There was no reason for me to. The camp was hell and when I got back, I found out my parents weren't dead. They escaped and hid not wanting me anymore. I spoke after that and I was sent to live with my real mother. She used me. She took me to clubs to sell me, she drugged me, and she would let her customers that turned into boyfriends abuse me. One day my mother looked at me and said "you are the best daughter ever." she had the best fake smile on. I never believed her, because right after she said it she told me I had a brother and he wouldn't help her pay the bills so, I needed to.... She forced me to continue to sell my body.... I met my brother once, I was 15, he was 21. He was a drunky and took lots of drugs. He had an abuse relationship with a girl... I tried to knock some sense into him, but nope. It didn't work... Finally, one day I snapped at my mom and she left me alone fortunately not selling my body anymore.... I got 2 jobs but I skipped most of the time.... I'm almost sure I'm fired now, but that doesn't matter, does it? Well, that's my past....

If your wondering the reason I write in here is.... Well, the last day of camp... Well I had a best friend there named Benny.... She had fierce, deep brown eyes, and fiery red hair. She was gorgeous. She had long curved back eyelashes and the perfect body. The last day I saw her, she said that she had a diary and it helped her, plus she has a ton of secrets in there so when she dies everyone will know the truth.... That's what I want.

Lastly, I want to tell my friends thank u and I love y'all....

.xx Ellie

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PLZZZZZZ READ!!!!! Thnx ^.^

IT'S NOT OVER! I'm going to start doing some POVs :D VOMMAN! And can u plz comment so I know people want to actually read this.... Plz? Thaaaaaanks! ^.^

Update: I will try my best to do it tomorrow! -er-um..... Today X0P actually in a little bit.... :3