Own By A Sex God (SGS#4)

Chapter 19

Hanna

one week, halos isang linggo na nakakaraan ng maaksidente si Iris, i begged Jacob i'll go to singapore for iris he said yes and for a week she had no respond, walang kahit na anong respond si Iris sa nakaraang araw na lumilipas, sobra ang paga-alala ko dahil matapos niyang sabihin ang tungkol sa kapatid niya at kay ellie nakita namin kung paano binaril ni ellie si Iris. it was an accident we saw ellie on the vid, ellie didn't know the video is still on.

naga-alala ako para kay iris, bumalik akong ospital dala ang pagkain na binili ko sa canteen, tumingin ako kay iris at umaasa na magigising parin siya dahil hindi siya pwedeng mamatay, her sister needs her. alam ko kung gaano niya ka-mahal si Yasmin dahil in a years na maging magkaibigan kami she tells me how she truly love her sister, her younger sister. it was Yasmin she always cared for, she never forget her sister, only her sister forget her.

“Iris wake up, i'm waiting for you.” hinawakan ko ang kamay niya, maghi-hintay lang ako para sakaniya kailangan niyang gumising, she needs to wake up.

i kissed her hand nagulat naman ako ng bigla nalang siyang mag seizure, i called doctor and nurses outside to take a look for iris hanggang sa mag-stable na muli ang lagay niya, that happeneds but she don't actually respond her body is like eating every energy maybe later the doctor will asked me to pull it out, thing i will never do, jacob is in manila babalik siya dito bukas. yun ang sabi niya but i haven't sure about that, i'm worried that ellie might to something with him.

“Hanna.” nalingon ako't nakita ko si jacob kasama si ryker, nginitian ko si jacob at niyakap siya. bakit kasama niya si ryker? and he left the company, is there someone who look for the company? he can't leave that witout someone who can handle it for a while.

he sighed. “how is she? is she having some improvements?” umiling ako, sobra na nga akong nagaalala pero ganun parin ang sitwasyon ni Iris wala naman nagbago sa sitwasyon niya, gusto ko na siyang gumising pero hindi parin siya gumigising takot na takot na talaga ako.

she needs to wake up, not for me but for yasmin. she need to fight for her sister, yasmin needs her more, she need to fight for else her sister could be in more trouble.

lumapit siya kay iris at tinignan ang nakaka-awang sitwasyon nito, nakakaawa naman talaga ang sitwasyon ni iris ngayon na naka-baldado sa ospital na 'to at tanging life support nalang bubuhay sakaniya at kapag yan hinugot, mawawala na. bagay na kahit kailan hindi ko aalisin, she needs to live.

“seems like ellie left and returned back, i can't see anything that she's here in singapore. Ellie left before shooting her, she planned all of this and there has a high posibility that ellie will kill yasmin once she doesn't need her.”

fuck, she's too smart.

napailing nalang ako. “she's a bitch.” iling ko, why? it's all true that she's a bitch. mautak rin siya at lahat ginagawa niya para makuha ang gusto niya, si Jacob? she will never have jacob all over. jacob is mine, sorry to her.

“Ms. Weasley.” it's the doctor.

“can i take to you for a moment?” tumingin ako kila Jacob bago sila iwanan at sumunod sa doktor ni iris at kasama ito sa kaniyang opisina.

he gave me the test results of iris. “as you can see Ms. Weasley, she's not really improving and i think its for her to pull it out. Ms. Weasley i know its hard but her condition is not okay and its getting more weak, you need to let her go.” no, no.

i will never ever do that! hindi ko aalisin ang life support ni iris, she will live. she will not die. “no, i'm sorry but i can't do that!” i said. the doctor seems really feel bad but iris become like that because of me and i deserve to die more than she, she deserve to live.

“i'm sorry.” i walk out.

kung tutuusin kasalanan ko naman ang lahat ng 'to kaya ako nalang sana, ako nalang wag na si Iris. mas may karapatan mabuhay si iris kesa ako, this is all my fault. kasalanan ko ang lahat ng 'to, she become like this because of me, because of me. that's why i deserve to die than her.

“iris, i'm sorry, this is all my fault..” inilapat ko ang noo ko sakaniyang kamay at patuloy na umiiyak hanggang sa pagpatak ng mga luha ko ay naramdaman ko ang pag galaw ng daliri niya.

umamgat ang tingin ko. “i-iris..” tawag ko sakaniya, jacob called the doctor. i was keep smilling with a happiness, iris is alive. she's safe now and i don't need to pull out her life support. lord, thank you.