✔Chapter Seventeen : Parted

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Gaurav's POV :-

Her words came to me like shooting arrows which came and hit my heart like bullets.

It was me who killed my own child?

I didn't know what I should have said her. I didn't had the guts to utter another word. So this was the reason she divorced me? And here I was thinking that it was her ego thing.

But even what happened did happen for good. It was good that she left me or else she would have to still be in that hell with me.

I was really excited for our first child but that day in Singapore, after I called her, they called me and that's when all my dreams of my life drained away.

"So happy? You killed my child! You fucking..... I don't know any word as bad to describe you. Do you get it? I hate you! I hate you to the infinity. I hate......" She was screaming to the top of her lungs but stopped as she sat down on the bedside crying.

"You should hate me. You should. After all who kills his own unborn child? I am worty only of hate." I said sobbing.

I didn't even noticed since when I started crying. This is the second time in twenty years that I'm crying.

She suddenly hugged me tight by digging her head deep in my chest. I could feel my t-shirt go wet with her tears.

"I...I never wanted this. Yes I did wanted the abortion and I did had my own reasons for it but I never wanted to kill our first child like that. You have whole right to hate me. You do." I said sobbing as I hugged her back.

We hugged for how long I don't know. It seemed like we were hugging for hours. And then finally we broke apart.

Then she looked up at my face. There were tears and wet strands of her loose hair all over her face. I don't know what happened to me but I tucked her loose strands behind her ear. I cupped her face in my big palms and made our foreheads touch. She didn't protest. I couldn't control myself and crashed my lips on her plump ones. They were so juicy and delicious. I sucked and nipped till when she punched on my chest, pushing me back and she ran out of the room by shutting the door hard at her back.

It took a minute for me to get out of the shock. I never wanted to loose her. I wanted me to be the reason for her happiness. But here I am being the reason for her pain, the person whom she hates the most.

I love her so much to see her in pain. But when I was with her, by her side, I never paid much heed as I never knew how to love but as we started to get happy together, it took only a day to last our happiness. Who had thought that my dark past would return this easily?

I got up from the bed and walked up to the door and opened it only to see the most shocking sight of my life.

No! I'm dreaming right?

I saw Aisha lying lifeless on the wooden floor of the living room.

"Aisha! Aisha! Wake up! C'mon!" I ran to her and sat down on the floor beside her and lightly slapped her cheeks. But she didn't respond. I ran to the kitchen and brought a glass of water and sprinkled it on her face.

C'mon! Get up! I can't afford to loose you like Mumma and Papa!

I felt tears rolling down my cheek. My vision started to become dotted, just like the day I saw Mumma and Papa's dead bodies.

I grabbed her in my arms and didn't take a single thought than I rushed her to the hospital. The weather had been better now as the major part of the storm was over and it was now only raining.

I waited for a while outside the room in which the doctor was checking upon Aisha. It have hardly been an hour but to me, it felt like it had been years and centuries that passed by.

"Mr.Karshyav!" The doctor called me.

"Umm. Yes!"

"There's nothing to worry about much, it was a mere nervous breakdown due to stress and she is very fine now. Once she regains her consciousness, you are allowed to take her back home. You can go and see her now." The doctor said as he left.

I texted Jia about the incident and said her to inform about it to Sameer.

I got inside the room to see Aisha sleeping peacefully on the hospital bed. A needle pricked at the backside of her left palm. It actually hurt badly to see her like that.

I took baby and uneven steps towards her and sat on the stool beside her bed. I took her other hand and intertwined her fingers with mine, I took her palm close to my mouth and pecked it.

"I'm leaving, Aisha. And I promise never to come back to you ever again. I wish you a happy married life with Rahul." I said as a tear rolled down my cheek and feel on her palm.

It hurt so much to see her with someone else, but I had to do it, I had to let her go. I had to secure her safety. I can't put her in danger by keeping her with me. I had to do this because I dearly love her.

I wiped my tears away and walked out from the room and then from the hospital. I checked my phone to see my ticket to Mumbai get confirmed and I straight away left for the airport.

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