What we Used to Be

Chapter 4- Part 1

Okay guys... I was writing all last night a very long chapter but then wattpad had an error and said down because too many people. I came back today hoping to have it still there. It was just frozen for the past 24 hours. That teaches me to now save every few minutes. You probably just want to get to the story... so here it is (for the second time).

Sophie's POV *next day*

        I woke up feeling secure because Shawn was the first person to care and not let go. Or at least that's what I thought; he was now gone. Just like everybody else. The sad thing is I was considering going to get help for my anorexia but now it's just me whats the point? I felt so weak, powerless and numb; I wanted to feel something like I used to. I walked to my bathroom and picked up the razor. A slice for each of the boys thinking I am a freak, for being a freak, being weak, being powerless, for being useless, for the used to be feeling of numbness, for being shy... then I heard a knock at my bathroom door. I looked at the bloody floor and my stomach, wrists and thighs. I was a mess. Then "Are you in there?" questioned Nash. I told him yea. He asked if he could come in and I quickly said no. "why" Nash asked nervously I started the shower and started to mumble "I am kind of.... naked" hoping no body would hear it. Then laughter started erupting outside of my door and then Nash said "okay, but we are talking later little Missy." I hoped in the shower trying to wash off the blood but it kept coming. I suddenly felt really dizzy and everything blacked out.

Nash's POV

        It's been a long time since I talked to Sophie and she never shut off the water or came out of her room. I started to walk to her room since I was getting really worried. When I knocked on her door, no answer. I knocked on her bathroom door, no answer. After a while I decided to go in since she could be hurt. I was prepared for the worst yet I let out a scream when I saw a pool of blood on the floor and then I ripped the shower curtain open to see my sister laying in blood. I ran to my room to get a shirt and basketball shorts and then ran back to the bathroom. I dressed her since I didn't want the guys seeing her naked and then yelled for Cam to get his ass up here. He ran knowing something was wrong. Once he got there he saw blood and passed out. I yelled for Jack G, Matt and Shawn to come up here and they ran as well. After that Shawn carried sophie and Matt and Jack carried Cam. Once we got in our car I drove since we lived a few minutes away. During the car ride Cam woke back up but Sophie was still up.

*skip rest of car ride*

        When we got into the lobby I ran to the desk telling her my sister was in a pool of blood and now not waking up. A gurney came in and took her away, leaving us sitting in silence in the waiting room. After about an hour and a half a lady in scrubs came and asked for "Miss.Grier's family or friends." All the boys and I stood up, she looked stunned at how many people there was. After that she explained that Sophie was now in a coma and didn't know if she was going to wake up. We followed her back to her room and then we all squished in with some of the guys on the couch and the rest on the floor. I ended up sitting at the foot of her bed.

        We all sat there in silence until her heart monitor went "Beeeeeeeeeeeeeppppppppppppp".

A/N: Ha I left you in a cliff hanger! So what's going to happen to Sophie? And if you think that you know what has happened you might want to think again :) So I will be writing part two soon so look out for that! I know short (725 words) but I really wanted to give a cliff hanger. So if you are mad at me for doing this make sure to go and click that star or vote button ;)