ANTICIPATED // book two

67: one way or another.

Twitter, Instagram and Youtube has gone crazy. Ever since Nash had muttered those words in the YouNow,

"Matthew's going to die."

People have been so confused. Nash actually had a panic attack ON camera, which sucked dick because now there are gifs EVERYwhere of him saying those words and panicking.

So, he had a pretty bad attack, he was rushed to the hospital.

"C-Cameron." he stared at me through watery eyes. I held his hand tight, as the ambulence drove through bumpy grounds.

"Yes Nash?" I wanted to stay strong for my baby.

"Can you tell the fans w-what happened? I d-don't want them to w-worry.." I nodded as they placed a breathing mask over his mouth.

"I'm sorry." he mouthed, as soon as they placed the mask on him he had closed his eyes and drifted off to sleep.

"Sorry about what?" I mumbled, even though I knew I wouldn't get a response.

"Nash? W-Why are you sorry?" tears escaped my eyes as the ones on his face slowly dripped down, dissapearing. The paramedic stared at him, and sighed while shaking his head.

*_*_*_*_*

Matthew hadn't died.

He slipped into a coma.

Soon enough, Nash was submitted into his hospital room. A few hours later, he left his room without letting anyone know. We were trying to look for him.

"Naaash!!! Where are you!!" I called out into the hallways, growing scared. Mahogany and Jacob walked around the corner with a frown on their faces.

"Come on Hammy, come out!!!" Jacob cooed, and I chuckled.

"Have you checked Matthew's room?"

I raised an eyebrow, huh, I had never thought about Matt's room. I shook my head. "Let's go then." said Mahogany, skipping off down the hallways.

So we went to Matt's room, and opened the door slowly incase they were sleeping. Well, Matt obviously was but incase Nash was sleeping.

"Nash? You in there baby?" I said, looking around. I turned to Mahogany who put a hand over her mouth, and pointed at the bed. I turned to see, and Jacob and Mahogany cooed.

Nash was curled up right next to a lifeless Matthew, with a weak smile on his face. "I'll miss you." he murmered, snuggling his head in Matt's neck and pecking his collarbones. He had both his arms wrapped around his waist.

"Nash, can you go with Cameron for a second? The doctors need to do a checkup on Matt."

Nash nodded curtly and unwravelled his arms from the sleeping boy, siting up. I walked over to him and picked him up, taking him to the other side of the hospital room, divided by the curtains.

"Do you want to do a YouNow?" I asked him, and he nodded. I took out my phone and set the camera/broadcast up. "Here, it's almost-" Nash giggled and ripped the phone out my my hands, and skipped out of the room.

Jacob walked in when Nash swiped past him. He raised an eyebrow, pointing at him. "Umm..?"

"He's doing a YouNow." Jacob laughed softly and nodded.

«Nash»

"Hey guys!!!!" I screamed into the camera, skipping down the hallways.

"NASH YOURE OKAY"

"HOLYSHIT HAMILTON"

"Nash did u forget what happened yesterday"

I laughed slightly, but didn't answer the questions. "Let's explore the hospital." I said, walking down the hallways.

"Here are the ugly walls." I turned around to the camera showed me at the side and the light blue walls. I even threw up a little piece sign.

I then turned around and walked down the halls. "And here is the hallway." I raised the camera and showed them the trail that I was walking past. I walked over to the light room and sat down in one of the cushions. "Do you guys like the hospital?"

"nO I HATE THIS"

"TELL US ABOUT MATTHEW YOU FAT LARD" ouch.

"omg you're sO CUte"

I chuckled at the camera and smiled warmly.

"Well guys.... This really has been a rough journey hasn't it?

I love you guys, alot. More than you can imagine. And this isn't just some little reminder, I want you guys to know and understand that. One time, I felt like I wasn't loved, I felt like I couldn't be helped... I've been through that point in my life where it feels like no one could ever be who you are or ever help you."

A few tears fell from my eyes.

Don't let anyone ever bring you down, surround yourself with people that are only going to bring you up, For example Cameron. He brings me up."

I smiled lightly, while looking at the ground....

"He's amazing." I looked back up at the camera, and sighed softly. Just thinking about Cameron made my stomach tingle.

"You should all find a Cameron in your lives. Because Cameron Dallas's are really wonderful. So go find your very own Cameron Dallas. Like I found mine... I promise you can get through anything you are going through, one way or another. It might not be the best way... But you will get through it."