ANTICIPATED // book two

71: get back up

«Cameron»

That morning, I woke up pretty early. I turned around to check the clock. '8:34am' it read. The sun was blazing bright through the curtains and on my face, annoyingly enough.

Nash was just laying his head in my lap, listening to some song I couldn't hear. The white wire of the headphones curving around his beautiful face, lips slightly open. I traced the sides of his face, and he began shifting his head in my lap.

"Baby? Are you awake darling?" He wiped his eyes and then opened them, looking at me. He nodded and reached for the wire, turning the volume down on his music.

"What are you listening to?" I asked him.

He smiled. "Turning page. It's in the Twilight track, it's amazing."

"Lemme hear." He passed me a pair of headphones and connected it with the headphone splitter on his phone.

"One of the fans made an edit for me with this song. It hit me really hard." He said softly. I intertwined our fingers and rubbed my thumb on the back of his hand.

The piano tone was a really smooth tone, and it looked like it soothed Nash alot.

I waited 100 years, I'll wait a million more, for you.

Nothing prepared me for the priviledge of being yours, would do

If I had only felt the warmth beneath your touch,

If I had only seen how you smile when you blush.

How you curl your lip when you concentrate enough,

I would have known, what I was living for.

What I was living for.

I understood why a fan would chose this song. It's so sad honestly, how much they loved us and they had never even met us. I wished, I wished so bad they would know how much we love them back. It hurt.

Your love is my turning page

Only the sweetest words, remain

Every kiss is a cursive line,

Every touch is a re-defining phrase

I surrender, who I've been. For who you are. For nothing makes me stronger than your, fragile heart, If I had only felt how it feels to be yours, well I would have known, what I was living for all along.

What I've been living for.

"That's really a beautiful song." I mumbled, kissing his eyebrow lovingly. He nodded and sighed softly. This song is so beautifully sculpted, the lyrics really touched the coldest heart and it was a great wedding song. I want Nash to know that, I want him to know that I want to spend the rest of my life with him..... He's my everything.

"Really?" Nash looked at me with a lifted head and bewildered eyes.

My eyes widened when I realized I had said that last bit out loud. Nash smiled and laughed a bit. "Yeah, really." Nash laughed one last bit before lowering his head and resting it against my chest once again.

"I want to take you somewhere."

"When?" He questioned, furrowing his eyebrows.

"Right now."

Like that, his eyes widened and I sat up and I scooped him up, cradling him like a baby. "Get changed into something comfortable, sweatpants even if you want, I'm going to go pick something up at the convenience store." I pressed a small kiss to his lips, but he lifted one hand to hold my jaw in place. Awh, poor boy, he felt and looked like a cat that didn't want his owner to leave so they pressed a paw on their face.