ANTICIPATED // book two

70: improved

Please don't tell me how to write my story. If I wanna kill someone off, I will kill someone off. If I want it to be a happy ending, I will make it a happy ending. I'm sorry, but this is MY book.

«Third Person»

"You don't have to wake up. It's all your choice if you want to battle this fight or not honey, but you have to remember there are people that want you here. There are people you need to live for. You still have a family."

Nash's gaze travelled from Matt's closed eyes, to his pale, lifeless, lips. He and Cam stopped by Matthew's hospital to visit. "And I'm part of it. Just remember that." He carded his fingers through his hair, revealing his cold forehead and pressed a kiss to it. "Love you." He whispered one last time, before getting up.

When they left the room, Cameron made sure to hold Nash's hand tightly. They knew they would get mobbed outside of the hospital, the fans already seen them.

"CAMERON I LOVE YOU!!!!"

"Nash I want that ash!!!"

"Why are they holding hands???!??!"

"Oh my god you're so late you dumbshit!!!"

Cameron went in front of the nervous boy and squeezed his hand, walking through the crowd. Nash made sure to put his sunglasses on.

Through the drive home, Nash didn't speak much. At all. It was just spent Cameron occasionally rubbing the back of his hand with his thumb, and Nash humming softly to the music.

"I want pizza." He suddenly mumbled.

Cameron chuckled and looked at him. "I'll get you some pizza soon enough, right now let's go home."

So they did, they drove all the way home. Cameron was too lazy to go to the store so he just ordered pizza. Deluxe, Nash's favourite because he loved the sausage and green peppers. They sat on the couch idly until Cameron remembered something he was going to do.

Propose.

Oh.

Haha, not yet though. He wasn't ready to do it, but he would soon enough. Maybe he would drive out to the beach and do it there, anyways Nash loved beaches. Seemed cool enough.

"Hey, Nash?"

The blue eyed boy turned around from their seat on the couch with a mouthful of pizza in his cheeks. "mhm?"

"Umm, do you think you're free tomorrow?"

He squinted his eyes and thought about it. He was actually planning to break up with him, that's what he was talking to Laur and Sky about.

"Yeah. Why?" He asked.

Cam's palms grew sweaty, (moms spaghetti) at the thought. He shuffled closer to Nash, and looked at him. The corner's of Nash's sauce covered lips perked up into a grin. "Cameron Dallas.... Are you asking me out on a date?"

Cameron blushed and nodded. Nash couldn't take it anymore, he was so cute. So he planned his lips onto his, even if they were covered in tomato sauce. Because that didn't even matter. Nothing ever mattered when they were kissing.

Cam chuckled at the warm sauce and licked Nash's lips, cleaning it up. He kissed him harder, and Nash crawled onto his lap, either leg on the sides of his waist.

Cameron couldn't help but feel happy. He felt so happy, life was actually happy for ONCE. He smiled brightly, ever so brightly onto the brunette's pale lips and continued kissing them.

Nash breathed through his nose a little, out of breath but he didn't care. Cameron realized that the poor boy was out of breath so he pulled away, causing the latter to whine.

"Babe, take a breather." He laughed softly. Nash took short quick breaths, closing his eyes before attaching his lips again to his. Cameron thought the boy was moving too fast, but he made no move to stop him.

Nash opened his mouth slightly, inviting Cameron to do the same. He did so, and his mouth was filled with the tongue of his boyfriend. The feeling was back, that beautiful feeling of kissing Nash, kissing his beloved boyfriend that he hadn't been able to for a while. He was kissing the lips of a crazy person,

a person who tried to kill him.

Why?

Because he was in love with him.

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