I want to cry
And yet I want to smile
I want to live
And yet I want to die.
I want to say hello
But then I wanna say goodbye.
Everything belongs to me
But nothing is my.
I want to eat
And then I don't.
I want everything
But then I don't know what I want.
I want to dance
But then to stand still.
I'm innocent and lovable
But ready to kill.
I want to love
But I can also hate.
I want to believe
But I lost my faith.
I want to try
But then do nothing at all.
I want to fly
But I'm about to fall.
I want everything to see
But then I want to be blind.
I want to be known
But I'm someone you can't find.
I want to be myself
But then I'm not.
I want so much
But hope is only what I've got.
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The Walk
PoetryThe walk through my life. Through the points where i feel down to feeling good and back again. Warning: These poems may be depressing, suicidical and sad. These poems are usually related to what i feel and what is going through my mind.
