The Walk

I won't let you

I am something,

that I don't want to be.

But I can't do anything,

it will forever be me.

It's hard for me,

but what can I do?

Nothing,

just hide my tears and smile at you.

I guess it's hard for you too,

but again there's nothing you can do.

You can smile at me,

and pretend that nothing is happening.

But I know there will be time,

that you'll stop pretending.

You'll look at me,

with hateful expression in your eyes.

You won't look at me like this just once,

not even twice.

You'll look at me like this forever,

cause there won't be anything that you'd feel for me.

Me feeling bad and crying,

that's what you'd like to see.

But I won't let you see it,

I know what you'll do.

You'll want to destroy me,

but I won't let you to.

I'll stay strong,

and smile at you like nothing is happening.

Even though,

inside I would be breaking.

But I won't let you know,

you'd destroy me even more.

I'll just wave you bye

and infront of you close the door.