It's strange that people say
It will get alright.
Cause in my case it never did,
Even though I fight.
Sometimes I just ask myself,
Can I even feel better?
Can I feel good,
Not depending on how much my body gets fatter?
Can I be just normal again?
Feel happy when the sun is shining?
Not just feeling bad,
feeling pain when I see you smiling.
Can I feel stronger when life is so bad?
Not like I feel always,
All days lonely and sad.
Will I ever be alright?
Feeling happy again?
Not just crying all nights
and screaming in pain?
If yes than who will help me there,
At the top again?
Someone who is strong
So I wouldn't cause him/her pain?
Who will the person be?
I dont know anyone strong as that.
Oh my god...
Nothing will change,
I'll always feel bad.
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The Walk
PoetryThe walk through my life. Through the points where i feel down to feeling good and back again. Warning: These poems may be depressing, suicidical and sad. These poems are usually related to what i feel and what is going through my mind.
