My whole life ive been struggling to express myself
Never knowing the right words
Hell I couldn't read until I was 7
I Dont really know me now
My friends are shit they don't listen
I'm a shit person I can't listen to myself
I feel alone often times and mostly I just always want to cry
Today started as one of those days
Woke up late
Made it school
Talked to my friends
Felt ignored
Ate lunch
Finished school
then track
Practically the same everyday
But today
Today was different
I got home from track I still had the presence of sadness with me
I looked into the mirror and said what's today
And I simply just said I want brown hair
I understand that seems like nothing but to me it's a change of a life time bc for once it's for me not a guy not my friends
I feel like I'm becoming me slowly and unsteady but I'll get there without a push
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Falling for myself
PuisiA series of story's and poem of similar to my life. This story's kinda my personal diary, but it's mostly just me trying to learn how to love myself